Fear is good

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Xander's POV

"So...do you like Hardees?" I ask Thomas.

"Eh Im kinda vegetarian but I think I can adjust to you." He answers but I don't want him to change his ideals just to make me happy. I can't let him do that.

"Ooh or better yet we could go to Olive Garden. They have salads there and vegetarian dishes. You don't have to change for me." I say with a slight smile.

"Aww. You changed your plans for me? Wow you must really like me." He says jokingly.

"I am dating you aren't I? So I must love you." I can't believe I just said that. I just dropped the "L" bomb. On a guy! There is definitely something wrong with me now. I know it.

"I guess so huh?" Thomas says starting to look at my butt.

"Maybe we can stay home and eat if you know what I mean." He says with a wink.

"No. I mean...I'm not ready yet. I'm not fully sure what I am yet." I say.

"Okay just know that I will take your virginity one of these days."

Thomas seemed extremely intimidating at that moment. I'm actually kind of scared of him a little. I like this fear though. It's exhilarating. It makes me want to...do things... omg no stop! Can't have these thoughts. Not about a boy. Not...Me...


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