[Chapter 10]
"You're a fucking cheater and you will never change."
Mabilis nagsilandasan ang mga luha ko sa mata. Kumuyom ang mga palad ko at tiningnan siya ng masama.
"I never cheated on you."
"Fuck you!" I saw how his palm turned into fist, "Until when will you fucking lie about that?! Until when Chlouie? Until when huh?!"
"I will never! Dahil hindi naman ako nagsisimungaling! I told you before, that wasn't me! It's not me Darwin, please maniwala ka naman—"
"Bullshit!" Napatalon ako nang ibato niya ang vase na malapit lamang sa amin. Gumawa ito ng malakas na tunog sa sahig nang madurog ito sa lakas ng pagkakabato niya.
"W-why can't you just move on?" Tuloy tuloy ang naging paglandas ng masaganang luha sa mga mata ko. Kumikirot ang puso ko dahil sa samut saring emosyon. Nanghihina ang mga tuhod ko pero mas pinipili ko paring tumayo ng tuwid sa harapan niya.
Mas lalo akong nadurog nang makita ko ang pamamasa ng gilid ng kanyang mga mata. He was hurting, I'm hurting him again. I'm hurting him over and over again.
"You think I'm not trying?"
"I-i'm sorry.."
"This wound that you leave to rot will never be healed by fucking six years Chlouie." Punong puno ng hinanakit niyang saad sa akin. Napahikbi ako nang mahigpit niyang hawakan ang magkabilang braso ko. He forced me to look at his eyes. His eyes that full of pain and anger.
"Everytime i see you, everything keeps on coming back. How you cheated, how you deceived me and how the fuck you fucking ruined my trust!" Itinulak niya ako at nawalan ako ng balanse. Napaupo ako sa sahig at kaagad akong napadaing nang madaganan ng kamay ko ang mga bubog na nagkalat sa sahig.
"Huwag ka nang umasang babalik pa tayo sa dati Chlouie. Because that will never happen. I loved you once, i let you fooled me twice. I won't let you destroy me again." Iyon ang huli nitong sinabi bago ako tuluyang iniwanang luhaan sa sahig. Tuluyan itong naglaho sa nanlalabo kong paningin na dala ng mga luhang nag uunahang makatas. Narinig ko ang pagbukas ng makina ng kotse at maya maya pa ay tanging katahimikan na lamang ang siyang yumayakap sa akin. Tuluyan na akong bumagsak sa sahig dahil sa panghihina ng mga tuhod ko.
Napapikit ako at napahagulgol sa sobrang sakit. Hindi ko ininda ang nagdurugo kong mga kamay, sa halip ay ginamit ko pa ito upang isabunot sa sarili kong buhok. Ang tanga tanga ko! Why did i make him explode? Why did i ruin the wall i was building?!
Lumabas sa labi ko ang sigaw na siyang kahit papaano'y nakakatulong na maibsan ang matinding sakit na nararamdaman ko. It's over, it's all over. Tuluyan nang nagiba ang relasyon naming mag asawa, tuluyan niya na akong binura sa puso niya.
Sa nagkalat na bubog sa sahig ay isang bagay ang pumukaw sa paningin ko. Kahit na nanlalabo na ang paningin ko dala ng mga luha ay nasisiguro kong tama ang hinala ko sa bagay na ito. Hindi ito bubog, alam kong hindi ito parte ng vase na nabasag.
Humihikbing gumapang ako papalapit dito at mas lalo akong nanghina nang masiguro kung ano nga ang bagay na ito.
His wedding ring.
Oh god please, please don't do this to us. Alam kong nagkamali kami ng asawa ko pero sinusubukan ko naman itong ayusin. Please make our marriage stronger. Sabay naming hiningi ang basbas mo, sabay kaming nangako sa harap mo na hanggang dulo'y mamahalin namin ang isa't isa. Mahal ko siya, mahal na mahal ko siya. Tulungan mo ko panginoon. Tulungan mo ako.
Third Person's POV
18+
"Ah! O-omygod! Fuck yeah!" Hindi na malaman pa ni Tanya kung saan siya lilingon. Her body was full of sweat in just a few minutes.
Namimilipit siya sa sarap habang sinasamba ni Darwin ang kanyang pagkababae. She already called thousands of curses because of the pleasure he was giving her. For the third time, she finally releases her juices.
Nanghihinang binitiwan siya ni Darwin. He immediately made her face the sink of her kitchen as he started to plant himself inside her. Napakagat sa kanyang labi ang dalaga at napapikit sa matinding epekto nito sa kanyang katawan. He started to move and she started to moan his name over and over again. He dagged his cock deeper and faster as the moment goes.
Their sweat was mixing with each other. Gumagawa pa ng malakas na tunog ang pagkakatama ng kanilang mga balat.
Iba't ibang posisyon at iba't ibang lengwahe na rin ang isinasambit ni Tanya dahil sa kanilang pinagsasaluhan. Nang matapos ang kanilang pagsasalo ay hindi parin nakukuntento ang dalaga. She want him and she want more.
Mabilis niyang pinaibabawan ang lalaki at walang sabi sabing ipinasok ang pagkalalaki sa kanyang hiyas.
"I'll make you scream my name and forget about your wife." Gigil na saad ng dalaga bago kagatin ang malambot na labi ng lalaki. He chuckled and respond to her kisses.
She sat on top of him and started to move her hips roughly and deeply. Their mouths were half parted open because of the pleasure they received from each other.
"I'm so tired and sore but i don't care. I don't want to sleep, all i wanted was to ache. I wanted to squeeze him over and over, i wanted to watch him take all the pleasure. I was in charge and he liked it. Fuck i want him bad."
Itinukod ng dalaga ang kanyang mga palad sa dibdib ng lalaki bago ito muling gumalaw sa ibabaw. Tanya was happy to be the one in charge. She wanted to show off, she wanted to make him satisfied until his very last drop.
They shared pleasure with each other for the whole night. Darwin wanted to forget about everything, he wanted to escape from his tied life. Every touch, every moans and every thrust he made, there's no sign of regret.
The longer he hold Tanya on his grip, the harder it became for him to let her go. His grip on his wife was starting to became more fragile. The time he was spending with Tanya makes him forget everything about Chlouie.
His body wanted Tanya as the day comes by. He would always come to Tanya to ease his mind. She became the safe haven for the broken and confused Darwin.
Their relationship became more deep. They became each other's shoulder. Tanya completely erased and replaced Chlouie in Darwin's heart. She became the bandage that will temporarily heal his broken wound. He found peace and love on her arms.
She makes him change his mind, she makes him cheat over and over again.
I want him to be mine.
BINABASA MO ANG
Countless Tears (UNEDITED)
General Fiction[Completed] I was lucky enough to marry the man of my dreams. Darwin Riguel Santos. He's my life, my strength and my everything. But everything between us collapsed in a glimpse of an eye. Everything shattered into pieces and we got lost. The marri...
