Not a Normal love story.

Hormonal break down?

I slam the bathroom door and lean against the sink. I thought this was my night, I thought he really was going to propose to me tonight. I thought maybe we will finally be a couple, a real couple. I am crying hard at this point. Then I hear a knock on the door. "are you okay miss?" I hear from the other side of the door. I go over and unlock it and wipe my tears and nod. she gives me a small smile and I walk out. I finally get into a cab and head to only one place possible, Christiana's house.

"what happen you look like a mess?" she says opening the door to let me in. I say threw my tears "the ring wasn't for me?" she replies "WHAT? What the hell are you talking about? Did he propose to someone else? I reply threw muffled words "no. he hand the ring to the guy behind us and he proposed to his girlfriend." She looks at me about to say something when my cell phone goes off. Jai. I read the caller id. "I am so confused" she replies I say "I thought this was going to be the night we finally will be together." She hugs me while I cry into her shoulder. A few minutes later my phone goes off again it's Jai 'where are you? are you okay? What's wrong?' I just lock my phone and cry more. It ends up getting late and I end up sleeping in Christians guest bedroom.

The next morning I walk up and head home. At home I am standing in the kitchen drinking some milk when jai walks in. "What the hell was that last night?" he snaps I turn around and just look at him. "do you know how embarrassing it was to sit there all night waiting for you to come back, and you never did. A waiter on the other side of the restaurant told me she saw you and you left." I reply "you want to know what my problem is I found that stupid ring, I thought it was for me. I finally thought after all we been threw and two baby later that we would finally settle down. tell me right now what are we?" he replies "the ring was for a guy I work with he wanted me to hold on to it for him and give it to him at the restaurant. And baby you know I love you." I cut him off "no I am not sure of that." He replies "you know damn well I love you like crazy, and yeah we will get married, I am just not ready." I reply "I don't think you ever will be." I walk off and lock myself into the bathroom to take a bath, hoping that will relax me.

After about half hour I walk into our bedroom with a fluffy towel wrapped around me "are you done having a hermonal brake down?" Jai says sitting on his side of the bed. I reply "I have emotions other than hermonal." I fire back. I get dressed grab my car keys and head out without any other words being said.