Not a Normal love story.

Opening up.

Later on at home I come home to Jai folding clothes on the couch. "hi." He says I just nod and carry sleeping Scarlett to her nursery to put her in her crib. "I'm sorry for what I said earlier about calling it a hormonal break down." I just look at him. "I love you, I really do baby." he continues I look in his eyes and I can tell he isn't lying. "we have a lot to work on if we want to make a relationship out of us." I say softly he replies with a nod. I walk into the bedroom to go take a nap.

A week has past and Jai and I have been getting along okay. This morning I wake up to his strong arm around my semi swallow stomach. I couldn't help but smile, he was still asleep when I woke up. I was in the bathroom getting ready for a shower when he walks in and kisses my forehead and says "morning sweetheart." I reply "morning Jai." he smiles I step into the shower.

After breakfast I gave Scarlett a bath and then decided I had to go grocery shopping. "do you need anything at the store?" I ask Jai he replies "how about I go with you?" I say "sure." We all get into my car because, one: Scarlett's car seat is in my car and Secondly: my car has more room for grocery. i pull out my phone and make a quick note of everything's we need; milk, bread, eggs, diapers, baby wipes.

After we get home and I put the groceries away and Jai says "baby, can we talk." I nod and say "sure." He says "I have to go to L.A. for a couple of days for a photoshoot, are you guys going to be okay without me?" I look at him and say "yeah. Maybe Christina could stay with us." He nods and says "are you sure?" and I reply "Yeah." he replies "I will be only gone for 2 days and I'll be right on the plane to come back." I nod and pick up Scarlett for a diaper change. He follows me "are you mad?" he asks I reply laying Scarlett down on the changing table "no. you have to go for your job." He hugs me. and stands by Scarlett's head while I unbutton her onesie. He kisses her head and she coos.

Later that night after we get Scarlett down, after a fuss fit I get my pajamas on and lay in bed. Jai comes in shorly after locking up the house and changes and gets into bed. When jai gets comfortable I say "when do you leave?" he replies "Monday." (Today is Friday) I reply "oh" then I say after a moment of silence "I think I am ready." He looks at me confused. I reply "I am ready to tell you about Rider." he rolls on to his side facing me and wraps his arm around me and I say "Rider and I were in a relationship for 3 years, the first two was perfect the last sucked. He just started to treat me like crap and then I found out he has been doing drugs with his buddy at work and I comforted him about it and he told me that its none of my business and that's when the emotional abuse got worse and I eventually couldn't take it. He was in jail when I decided I needed to move away, that's why I moved here." Jai looks at me shocked. I continue "see I am afraid to fall in love, I don't want to get hurt again and I just want someone to love me like they mean it." he finally speaks "I love you like crazy baby, from the moment I met you I knew it was love at first sight. I understand now why you keep pushing me away. But sweetheart I will never ever treat you like that." I smile and say "I love you too Jai." he presses his lips to mine and I kiss him back, we start making out. (you know what happens next)