Not a Normal love story.

Car Ride.

In the car I pull into a abandon warehouse and turn the radio and begin to cry.

"I don't have time to waste on the boys,That are playing the games And leaving the girls crying out in the rain So tell me, baby, Do you got what it takes? If you're gonna hold me, hold me like I'm leaving If you're gonna kiss me, kiss me like you need it Baby, if you're not, you best get to leaving If you're gonna love me, love me like you mean it."

This make's me cry, because this is exactly how I feel. I just want him to love me like he means it. This feeling has been coming from a long time, since mine and Rider's relationship, I never felt loved. I just want everything with my being for a guy to love me, all of me. I love Jai, I really do but I have this weird feeling that he doesn't love me. That he is only with me because I got pregnant with Scarlett and he is stuck more than ever because of little peanut. Jai is an amazing father but I wish, I can call him more than just Scarlett and peanuts dad.

After I calm down, I decide to go to Jai parents' house to pick up Scarlett, and go to Christian's house.

At Chritina house I walk in and hear her moaning. I blush and walk out. I wait in the car and text her. 'right outside. Let me know when your done ;)' I laugh to myself and say "Scarlett, mommy missed you." she coos. And my phone goes off a text from Jai. 'Where are you?' I text him back 'at Christina in my car because she getting it on with someone.' After I send that Christina texted me back 'OMG! Shut up. it's just Matthew." I reply 'the dude that you used to date and then moved to Utah?' she texted back 'yeah, we bumped into each other at the store and then it happened, don't judge me.' I texted back 'lol I am not, look at me my current situation.' She texted back 'come up.' I texted back 'coming with Scarlett.'

SONG USED IN THE PROMPT IS : LOVE ME LIKE YOU MEAN IT BY KELSEA BALLERINI