Not a Normal love story.

Screaming, Fighting

       A couple of days later I am released out of the hospital. Today is the day we get to bring Scarlett home. We walk in to our small apartment, me exhausted from walking up all those stupid steps. Jai is caring out precious baby girl. When we get inside I automatically sit on the couch and catch my breath, Jai places Scarlett on the couch in her car seat next to me. She is asleep she fell asleep in the car. Jai goes into the kitchen to get me something to drink and I place Scarlett and her car seat on the floor facing me. I curl up on the couch and fall asleep.

      2am, Scarlett starts to cry, I get up considering Jai Is snoring so flipping loud. I walk slowly into her nursery and pick her up. "You hungry Scarlett?" I say in a very soft voice. I walk into the kitchen with her and grab a bottle. I pop it into the microwave for a few seconds just to get it warm. I rock her and she starts to calm down. I check the temperature of the bottle on my wrest and give it to her. Within minutes her bottle is done and she is asleep. I place her in her crib and practically crawl to bed. I lay back down and fall asleep. 4 am Diaper change.. Again I get out of bed and walk into the nursery and changer her and she goes right back to sleep. I go back to bed. 6 am I get up to go to the bathroom and Scarlett starts crying, figuring Jai would get up I didn't rush in the bathroom and she starts to scream cry. I sigh after walking into the our bedroom to find Jai still sleeping. I ball up my fist and walk into the nursery once more to take care of the crying baby. After she is back to sleep I climb into bed and I pull the covers over me when jai moans "can you stop moving the bed." at this point my blood was boiling.

In the morning, Jai wakes up and goes to the gym before I woke up because I woke up for another feeding. I say to Scarlett "mom is exhausted and your daddy isn't helping any." I lay her back into her crib and I go back to bed. Later Jai walks in and says "aren't you going to get up? gees how much sleep do you need?" I say pissy back "I just popped a baby out and was up all night with the her I think I need to sleep." He responds with "i didn't even hear her crying." I roll my eyes and think bullsh*t. The whole day he got on my nerves, not helping me with Scarlett, texting his friends, and practically ignoring us all day. I am furious. I'm sitting on the bed folding clothes when he walks in and says "im going out with the boys don't wait up for me." the pushed me to exploded. "thanks for the help with Scarlett." I shout as he walks out of the bed room he walks back and says "I think I deserve a night out." I laugh in his face. "yeah cuz you did so much around here." I roll my eyes and he just looks at me. "whatever." He says I replie "do whatever you want, I never asked you for any of this." I say he replys "neither did I It's your fault you asked me to undress you." he shouts I reply "ha I asked for you to help unzip my dress not bang the lights out of me." he just looks at me. "you think I wanted to get pregnant that night? you think I tried trapping you? You know what I don't need you so you are free to go." I say with tears in my eyes. He walks out slamming the door. I take a deep breath and can't believe Scarlett is still asleep. I walk into the kitchen and see Christina sitting in the kitchen heating up food she brought. "wth was that?" she asked. I shake my head at her, telling her I don't want to talk about it. she gives me a hug and we eat dinner together.

A/n: the next one will be up soon and let just say Jai's in some trouble.. ;)