Have A Little Faith (Harry Styles FanFic)

10-Anthem Of The Angels

SONG: Anthem Of The Angels ARTIST: Breaking Benjamin

..."...We can chase the dark together...If you go then so will I..."...

I OFTEN FEEL

UNWANTED

SO I KEEP QUIET

IN THE BACKGROUND

OF THOSE MORE

PRECIOUS THAN

ME.

-Christopher Poindexter-

By Wednesday afternoon, I still haven't heard from Faith and its beginning to eat at me. 

I had one missed call on my cell phone when I was in the shower this morning but the caller ID said it was an unavailable number. Deep down I hope it was Faith trying to call me but then again I almost hope it wasn't because if it was her then why wouldn't she leave me a voicemail? 

I have no way of knowing whether or not it was her because I can't even call the number back because it was unavailable.

Right now, Jake and I are on our way to his aunt's salon to get our haircut and I can't shake my uneasy feeling of maybe never seeing her again. 

I am chewing on my lip ring viciously as I attempt to think of a reason to go see her but can't seem to find a good enough reason.

I get the feeling that Faith would be pissed if I just showed up at her home without being invited. She claimed that her mother was asleep and that she had to get herself ready for work but I think the reason why she insisted I stay in the van is because she is ashamed of where she lives.

Then again, I could be wrong.

She's such a strange girl and all I want to do is get to know her better.

I think maybe that might be a little more difficult than I'm willing to admit.

Faith seems like one of those people that would do whatever they need to do to keep people in the dark...

To keep people constantly guessing...

I get the whole closed off thing and I even get the concept of keeping walls up around yourself to try to protect yourself from being hurt. I have been guilty of doing those things myself but something is different about the mysteriousness that Faith has.

Like something dark and ugly...

Something that no one knows...

"Styles!"

"What? Why are you shouting Jake?"

"I have been trying to get your attention for like five minutes. What's your deal today? You have been quite all day."

"Sorry...Just thinking I guess."

"What's bothering you bud?"

"I just wish she would call me or text me. I know it's only been like two days but I feel like I might never hear from her."

"Ahh...I see...Little miss Faith has you tore up, does she?"

"Yeah, really bad. What's wrong with me? Am I as pathetic as I sound?"

"There isn't anything wrong with you Landy and you are far from pathetic. You just like her and there's nothing wrong with that."

"I don't know what it is about her but I can't get her out of my head; not that I want to or anything but...I wish she would just call or something. Christ, every time one of my neighbors pulls in their drive way I look out the window, hoping it's her pulling into my driveway. Whenever my phone makes a noise I hold my breath, hoping it's her and I am so damn disappointed when I see it's just you calling or texting."