Have A Little Faith (Harry Styles FanFic)

34-Still Worth Fighting For

ARTIST: My Darkest Days      SONG: Still Worth Fighting For

...So take a look into my eyes one last time ...So we never forget...The way we were before...When we came alive at the moment we met...This is still worth fighting...Still worth fighting for..."...

"I'm sorry Amanda...I don't know what you want me to say to you right now."

"You don't love me anymore, do you Landon?"

"No." I answer softly.

"When?"

"When what?" I ask in confusion.

"When did you stop loving me?"

"Honestly...my feeling for you changed so slowly over a long period of time, that I don't think I can quite pinpoint that exact moment. What I can tell you, is that when you broke up with me while I was laying in that hospital bed, that's the moment when I knew I didn't love you anymore."

"I was scared Landy."

"And I wasn't?" I can't help the small amount of anger that slips out of my mouth.

"I know...I'm sorry that I broke up with you when you needed me the most."

"I used to say that. I used to say 'Amanda broke up with me when I needed her the most' but you know what Amanda? That's not true, I only thought it was. The truth is, I'm not sorry you broke up with me and you shouldn't be sorry either because it took you breaking up with me, to make me understand that I wasn't in love with you anymore."

"Why would you say that? I am sorry I broke up with you Landon because I still love you." Her voice goes high in anger.

"Do you think you deserve to be with someone who doesn't love you like you love them? You don't deserve that at all Amanda. You are a sweet girl and you deserve to have someone be head over heels in love with you and they should tell you that every day and show you how much they love you."

I'm not sure she deserves my kind words but I try to remind myself that maybe she was just scared and confused...

Maybe she doesn't deserve to have me hate her for the rest of her life.

"Jake told me you were dating that Faith girl. Is that true?"

"It's true."

"Why her? She's so..."

Oh!

There's the source of her true anger...

She's not just mad because I don't love her anymore, she's mad because I've moved on with someone else.

"Careful with what you say about her. You don't know her like I do; you don't know the things I know about her. You only know her as some girl that takes her clothes off at parties and falls into bed with random guys but that's not who she is. With me, she's different."

"Are things serious between the two of you?"

"She lives at my house and sleeps in my bed every night. How much more serious can you get than that?" I chuckle.

"She lives with you?" Amanda says in shock.

"Yep, she's been living with me for almost two weeks now."

"Do you love her?"

"Yes, I do." I whisper.

"Why did you say it like that?"