"Is everything okay sweetie?" My mother asked causing me to shrug my shoulders as I fiddled with my fingers, something I've found myself doing a lot now.
Everything wasn't okay. I think to myself about how I want to go home but then I think, what is home now? My "home" with my parents or my "home" with Mike? It makes me so upset because I miss him. I miss Mike. I've been in here for a week and I haven't seen him or talked to him at all today. I hate that. I hate that I miss him because it only makes me feel worse.
"I um... Just miss Mike." I answered before turning on my side, away from my mother.
"Sweetie... He will come. He has been at practice all day." My mom replied placing her hand on my back. "Care... Are you still upset about the baby?" My mom questioned causing me to bite my lip.
"Of course I am. Mike was so upset. He still is I can see it in his eyes. I can't believe I was pregnant. I know this sounds crazy but I wish I still was." I confessed as a small tear fell from my eye. "Mike deserves to be a father. He'd be an amazing dad I just know it." I sighed as another tear slid down my face.
"Care. Don't be upset." My husband sat in front of me causing me to smile. "It's okay. This wasn't your fault. At all." He added placing both hands on the side of my face leaning in, softly kissing my forehead.
"I am sorry you aren't going to be a father." I apologized biting my lip harshly, not wanting to cry infront of Mike.
"Sweetie." My husband pulling me into a strong hug rubbing my back softly as more tears slid down my face. Mike is perfect. In every way. He is perfect for me. He knows when I am upset, happy, angry, everything. Mike knows every little thing about me and I love that about him. I love that he cares so much. "Don't apologize for anything. None of this was your fault." He added pulling away softly wiping a tear from my face.
"Mike. When they release me... Can I go home with you?" I looked into those beautiful blue eyes of his trying my best to control myself.
"Of course." He answered his smile growing wider before leaning forward pressing his lips against mine. That was the best feeling in the world. Kissing Mike. "Gosh Care, I love you so much." He mumbled as he pulled away. "Oh my gosh I-"
