I looked down at the pregnancy test, "positive", it read. My heart seemed to jump, as I stared at it in complete awe. I heard my husband walking up the stairs, causing me to quickly throw the test in the trash, before covering it with toilet paper.
"You're home." I cheerfully smiled, as Mike entered our bedroom, dressed nicely in his suit (he had press today).
"You seem quite happy." Mike replied, wrapping his strong arms around my torso. "It's cute." He laughed, me standing on my toes, softly kissing my husband's lips.
I never thought I'd ever be ready, or that I'd ever be so happy about it. I am so happy. I am so so excited, to bring this precious little life into this world, with such an amazing man, like Mike.
"You look cute..." He added, with a sly smirk, him admiring my outfit. I was wearing one of Mike's t-shirts, of course, that was about it. I had on underwear, although no bra. Today, has just been my lazy, relax, do nothing day. "You look... So many thoughts are running through my mind, right now, as I look at you." I gasped, playfully smacking my husband's arm, causing him to shrug his shoulders. "What baby? You're sexy." Mike said, before leaning down kissing my lips softly.
"Oh Mike..." I giggled, pulled away from the kiss, pressing my hands against his chest. Only if he knew.
"What?" He laughed, in response, causing me to shake my head, biting my lip, softly. "Carrie... I want you so bad, right now..." My husband sighed, slowly running his hands down my back, gently squeezing my bottom.
"Baby." I said, before he pressed his lips against mine, kissing me passionately.
"I need you..." He mumbled, against my lips before lifting me off of my feet, lying me on my back, on our bed. I bit my lip, trying my hardest to hold back a moan, although it was difficult. Being pregnant has made me even more "in the mood", if you know what I mean.
- One Hour Later
"Baby, you look so beautiful." Mike sighed, as he pulled me closer, me resting my head on his shoulder, still breathing heavily. "I love you so much..." He whispered before kissing my temple softly.
I've decided I'm not going to tell him, not yet anyway. I'm not ready to tell him yet. My number one fear is that I will have a miscarriage, and it'll crush him. I don't want him to ever feel bad because of me.
"Ivey is coming over tonight..." I said, before standing up out of the bed, clutching the sheets to my body.
"You're so beautiful." Mike smiled, before I leaned down, softly kissing his lips. "Baby, is something going on? You look different... In a good way... A great way." Mike smiled, as he pulled away from the kiss.
"Thank you, but everything is normal." I lied, forcing a laugh.
As much as I don't want to lie to him, and him become angry with me, I'd rather lie than he become attached to this baby, and be hurt if something happens. I am okay with Mike being angry, everyone gets angry, it's normal. I am not okay with him being sad, or upset in any way, especially if it's my fault.
Once Ivey arrived at the house, I sent Mike off to go get us dinner. Little did Ivey know, it was just me finding a way to get him out of the house.
"Girl... Is something going on? You're glowing." Ivey questioned, me unable to hide the smile on my face.
"I am pregnant." My heart seemed to explode with happiness, saying those words made my heart so happy.
"Oh! I am so happy for you." My best friend wrapped her arms around my shoulders, hugging me tightly. "Why are you crying? Care.... Are you not happy?" Ivey asked, concerend as tears brimmed my eyes, threatening to fall.
"I am happy... I never thought I'd be this happy. Tears of joy." I giggled causing her to lean forward hugging me again.
"Oh my gosh! How are you going to tell Mike?" Ivey smiled widely, her looking confused once I shook my head.
"I know this might sound crazy, but, I'm waiting till I am three months to tell him." I let out a small sigh.
"Carrie no.... Don't do that. Please. He needs to be at those first doctor appointments..." She looked at me sympathetically.
"I actually was going to ask if you could come with me... I don't want Mike to be hurt if anything happens." I explained, as Ivey bit her lip.
"He will be so upset if you don't tell him. Really Carrie. Just tell him, it'll be okay." Ivey sighed causing me to shake my head.
I know Ivey is right. One hundred percent. I don't want something to happen, I really don't.
When I was in the hospital and Mike told me that I was pregnant, I could see the hurt in his eyes. It tore me to shreds. I can't do that again. I can't upset him again.
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