I opened my eyes a smile instantly coming to my face, seeing my husband hovering over me. "Morning." I leaned forward kissing his lips softly.
"God you're so beautiful." He laid on top of me completely causing me to giggle.
"You're squishing me!" I screamed causing him to laugh rolling the both of us over my now on top of him. "Hey..." I gently grabbed his hand once I felt it slowly run down my bare back. "Not another round... Not today." I said causing my husband to frown.
"Was last night too much? Sweetie, I'm sorry." He apologized as he looked into my eyes it obvious to me that he felt bad.
"No, no. I didn't mean that at all I just... Can't. Not today." I explained before lying back beside him softly kissing his lips, me noticing that once he pulled away he glanced down at my bare chest which was pressed firmly again his. "Mike..." I giggled blushing softly.
"I have to ask... Baby, did you get a boob job?"
"Mike." I glared at him seriously. I pulled away from him quickly slipping on my underwear then one of his shirts.
"Care. Come on." He followed me out of the room after slipping on his boxers. "I was just- I don't know. You've gotten bigger I just didn't know. I know you didn't get one though because you aren't really that big-" Mike cut himself off. "Damn it." Mike mumbled to himself. "I'm sorry you know I don't care." He tried apologizing but cursed himself once again.
"Thanks. Just leave me alone." I shook my head walking away from him biting my lip running my fingers through my hair.
"Baby I am sorry. Yeah I'd like bigger but..." Mike paused in the middle of his sentence. "That's not what I meant to say. Carrie you know I love you, I love your body." Mike tried stopping me from walking out of the door by grasping my wrist.
"Stop!" I cried pulling out of his grasp then pushing him away from me. "Why do you say every little thing to make me feel so horrible? I don't understand! You don't do that to the person you love, you don't push it in their face that they're not good enough!" I yelled crying hysterically almost. "Why do you want to make me upset? Why do you want to make me feel so crappy?" I cried before walking down to my car.
"Baby, please don't leave. I am sorry, I love you so much." Mike said before I shut my door pulling off in a hurry.
I pulled over and put on a pair of leggings and a bra that I had laying in my back seat thankfully.
I don't know why Mike does this to me. It makes me feel like complete crap and I don't know what to do anymore. He has always been there for me no matter what, he has always been the one to tell me I'm beautiful when everyone else wasn't. Mike has always been so kind and sweet to me. I am starting to get scared. Why are we fighting so much?
I pulled into Brad's driveway praying that he was home. "Hey, Carrie!" Brad exclaimed opening the door before I could knock. "What's wrong?" He worriedly questioned before pulling me into a tight hug causing me to let out a sigh of relief. "Kim and the kids just left, come inside." He lead me inside his house the two of us sitting on his couch.
"Mike... He has just been saying a lot of things lately that feel like they're just to make me feel bad." I tried explaining as he softly rubbed my back. "I just don't know what to do because he is my husband and it kills me because his opinion matters most to me and he's basically saying that I'm not good enough." I couldn't stop crying now. It felt impossible.
"Carrie don't let him or anyone else tell you that you're not beautiful, because you are." Brad softly spoke causing me to bite my lip sitting up straight. "I mean that one hundred percent." He added with a soft smile. I leaned forward softly pressing my lips against his kissing Brad passionately.
He slowly wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me closer as he deepened the kiss, slowly slipping his tongue into my mouth. Although I knew it was wrong, kissing another man it didn't feel wrong. I know that Brad was telling the truth when he said what he did, it made me feel special knowing that he thought I was beautiful.
I softly moaned into his mouth once I felt his hand gently begin to massage me through my leggings. "You're so beautiful." He whispered against my lips before kissing me again gently pushing my legs further apart.
Omg. Comment! What do you think will happen between Carrie and Brad?
