"I need to go." I said pulling away from him the second he tried pulling down my pants.
"I'm sorry." Brad apologized standing up following me to the door.
"It's okay. I'll text you later." I flashed him a smile before kissing his cheek softly. Once I tried walking away and down the stairs Brad pulled me back to him causing me to giggle before he kissed me passionately. "Bye." I smiled before walking off of the porch down to my car.
I took my time driving home, trying to figure out what I was going to say to Mike. There isn't a doubt in my mind that I love him, and if it came between Brad or Mike I'd pick Mike in a heartbeat. It makes me feel bad though. Mike made me feel as if he wanted more, more that I can't give him.
I walked through the front door seeing my husband sitting on the edge of the couch with his head in his hands. Yeah, he hurt me but it hurt my heart to see him like that.
"Carrie." He sighed looking over at me his face red matching his eyes which were blood shot, evidence that he'd been crying now. "Please, let's talk." My husband stood up walking over to me. "Carrie. I am so sorry that I made you feel so terrible about yourself... I was just kidding about the boob job, and me wanting bigger." He placed his hands on the side of my arms. "I promise. You're beyond perfect to me Carrie and I mean that one hundred percent." Mike said as another tear fell from his eye.
"Mike..." I bit my lip trying to hold back the tears that were rapidly forming in my eyes.
"Carrie... I never meant to make you feel that way... I love you so much... You're more than enough." Mike pulled me into a tight hug me clutching onto him tightly as I softly began crying. "Baby I am so sorry." He continuously whispered in my ear as I cried.
"I forgive you..." I pulled away looking up into his eyes. "Don't be upset anymore. It's okay." I added placing both hands on the side of his face biting my lip softly. Seeing Mike this way was complete proof that his apology was genuine. He doesn't cry often, if he does cry it's about something rather important.
"You forgive me?" My husband questioned causing me to nod hugging him rather tightly. "Thank you. Thank you so much, Carrie. I love you so much." He leaded down kissing my lips softly causing me to smile the second we pulled away.
"I love you too, Mike." I answered before he sat on the couch, me instantly taking a seat on his lap.
"I called Ivey once you left. Baby, where'd you go?" Mike questioned confused as I rested my head on his shoulder, my lips gently kissing his neck sweetly.
"Just to talk to Brad." I answered beginning to think of our make out session on his couch. Gosh, I can't believe I made out with Brad. He's been my best friend, strictly for years and years now. I never thought that I'd enjoy it so much if him and I kissed.
"About me? Carrie." Mike sighed in response as he began running his fingers through my hair almost instantly relaxing me.
"I'm sorry. I am guessing you aren't comfortable with me talking to him about you and I?" I quietly said although I knew the answer. Of course he wasn't. Mike in the beginning of our relationship had always kept a "close eye" on Brad, especially around me. He'd heard the rumors and I guess wanted to be cautious.
"I'm sorry... If that bugs you." Mike answered causing me to shake my head before he pulled me closer his hands slowly moving under my shirt beginning to rub my bare back. "You okay.
baby?" My husband asked worriedly causing me to sigh.
"I am, I promise." I answered before wrapping my arms around his neck gently kissing his cheek.
"Carrie, I love you... I love you so so so much." Mike hugged me tightly. It was nice to hear from him although it felt different now that I was in this thing with Brad.
"I love you too." I smiled in response.
In my head I cannot figure out what I should do. Should I tell Brad I don't want to be with him anymore? That would be a lie. A big one at that. Should I tell Mike that Brad and I kissed? I just don't know. I care so much about them both, how can I pick a side?
"Baby, where are you going?" Mike questioned as I stood from his lap.
"I need to go talk to Brad..." I'd made up my mind. I know what I'm going to do.
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