Chapter Twleve

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I woke up in bed turning over to greet my husband only he was gone causing me to frown. I hate when he just gets up and goes to practice without telling me goodbye.

I stood up from the bed walking over to the long mirror that hung on the wall. I giggled at myself only in Mike's T-shirt and of course my undergarments.

"Babe you up?" I herd him say from downstairs causing my heart to race, me rushing out of the room stopping at the balcony that looked over into the living room.

"You are here." I couldn't help to smile widely as he looked up at me.

"I would've told you goodbye if I'd left. You look so beautiful..." Mike smiled wrapping his arms around my torso once he made it to the stairs.

"I look a mess." I giggled as he carried me into the bedroom lying me on my back him hovering over too of me.

"A hot one. I love that you're back here. I've missed sleeping in the same bed as you." Mike looking into my eyes as I looped my arms around his neck. "I miss staring into those beautiful hazel eyes every morning... I miss holding you in my arms." Mike held me tighter as I hung on his every word. "I miss kissing you." My husband placed his lips against mine for a few seconds. "I miss kissing your neck..." I bit my lip holding back the grin that wanted to spread across my face as he slowly moved his lips to my neck. "I miss touching you." He softly ran his hands up my thighs continuing to place kisses on my neck. "I miss every single little part of you... I miss kissing every single part of you." He whispered in my ear before beginning to kiss my neck again. Oh my gosh did he just say that? Oh cow. That was hot.

I held my breath as he slowly moved his hands under the T-shirt I was wearing. "If you aren't ready-"

"Keep going." I cut him off causing him to smile before kissing me passionately. The moments seemed to past by slowly as his kisses moved towards my chest him soon removing my oversized T-shirt. I couldn't help but moan as he took one of my breast into his mouth. "Mike..." I sighed as he slowly placed gentle kisses down my torso causing me to become anxious. Of course I have some memories of Mike and I making love but I don't remember what it feels like and I am scared to find out.

I moaned as he placed kisses over top of my underwear. "Mike..." I bit my lip once he removed my lace underwear moving my legs apart beginning to kiss my womanhood. I gasped once he completely parted my legs.

"Are you sure baby?" Mike questioned once he removed his pants. I nodded my head "yes" as he slowly crawled back on top of me causing me to smile before pulling him down to kiss me. He pulled down his boxers slowly inserting himself into me causing me to smile wrapping my arms around his neck, Mike slowly beginning to move in and out of me.

"Mike... I love you." I breathed heavily as he kissig my neck multiple tines.

"I love you too."

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"Mike..." I said almost in a whisper as I looked up at my husband. "Was I your first?" I questioned curiously.

"Yes... You were my first everything it feels like." Mike answered causing me to become confused and slightly worried about what he meant. "I've had other girlfriends but it feels almost as if the relationships were fake. Compared to ours. You're the most amazing woman Carrie." He added looking deep into my eyes as I softly blushed. "I thought I loved those women. I thought I was in love with them but to me now... It seems as if no other love was real, no kiss that I had meant something, no 'I love you' was meaningful. Nothing... Nothing but you." Mike placed a hand on my face leaning down kissing me passionately.

Butterflies filled my stomach as I began kissing him back. This man, this amazing man that I am kissing. I couldn't be more in love with anyone in my life. It's hard to think about telling someone else that I love them when my love with Mike is so intense. He takes my breath away. Almost as if I can't breathe. How can a love so perfect exist?

This was so difficult to write and I am not sure why. Thank you guys for so many wonderful comments on the last one and I am sorry if this sucks. Comment your thoughts please. 15 votes

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