*ring ring ring * rang my phone I must have filled asleep early last night, I had many missed calls and text messages from my cousin, brithny. I checked the phone and saw it was her. "What happened, I'm trying to sleep its 4 am" I yelled into the phone. " no its 7 am" she answered back confused. " oh shit " I yelled to through the phone again. I must have forgot to change the time from California time to Florida time. "Daisy I'll be there in 20 minutes so we can go OK ". "Yeah sure take whatever time you need" I said laughing. I hang up and look around for my clothes. "Uhh the worst day, uhh the worst day" I thought. I couldn't find anything nice to wear for my FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. I put on the only thing I can find, a black spaghetti strap with some white jeans. I quickly run into the bathroom let go of my braids and straighten my bangs. I quickly put on some mascara and brush my teeth. I run out of the bathroom looking for my shoes, I quickly spot them under the bed. I put on my van high tops and grab my back pack while running out the door of my room. Me and my brother were Alone, my mom and dad had left to work already. I peek into his room to check on him. He's putting on his shoes, he hurrys back down stairs, into the front porch where we wait for brithny to arrive. We only waited a few minuetes before brithny got there. "Aye oli says there coming down stairs right now" brithny tells me. "How the hell do you know that brithny" I say laughing. My brother interrupts us and says " stalker much". The first I see to exit the door is oli, then Alan. Martin, my brother walks up to both of them and gives them a hand shake, "wsup homies" my brother says. " wsup bro" oli replies. We start walking to school, Alan and oli leading the way. Oli and Alan looked so different than my brother, they were dressed up nice, he just had a last kings shirt with some baggy jeans. We got to the school, it was huge, bigger than huge!!! Brithny,my brother, and me went to go get our new class squeduals, oli and Alan came with us. Me and Alan had the same classes..." How can that be if I'm a year older than him" I ask the lady. "Well it says here your advanced so we made a desicion to put you in more advanced classes"she answered. I let out a little smile, brithny must have noticed because she elbowed me in the stomach. We walked out the door, Alan walking behind me. Alan pulled me to a corner next to the lockers. "What happened,Alan ?" I ask him. He takes of his flannel shirt and gives it to me. " you have a whole in your pants daisy, use this to cover it up' he told me. " what.. Omg how did I not notice before" I say softly. I must have been too much in a hurry to notice what I was doing. I take his flannel and wrap it around my waist. "Alan does it cover the whole?" I ask him. This felt awkward, like if I was intentionality telling him to look at my ass, but I wasn't. "Yeah it does, your good to go, oh let me show you your locker" he says. We walk to the other end of the hallway. My locker was a few lockers away from his. "Um Alan how do you use a locker, at my old middle school we didn't have lockers" I ask him. He puts in my code and gives me the directions. The bell rings. " that means its time for our first period " he says and leads me over to math. Uhh why math, I hate math I thought to myself. At this point most kinds were in their seats, thus was way different from my old middle school. Me and Alan took a seat in the back of the room. I honestly hate sitting in the front, I feel so awkward. Class was so boring I felt myself falling asleep. We went out to break sure enough my brother had already made new friends. I walked out with Alan and caught up with oli and brithny. Alan stood up on top of a table and started singing. "Wow I didn't know he can sing " I whispered to oli. "Yeah and he's even got some songs in YouTube"oli answered back. I see other girls surround Alan. I can't help but feel this feeling inside.. What is the feeling I can't describe .. Hate ? ... Nah its not hate.. Its jealousy, I was jealous.
