Kylo remembers Rey

Two Pieces

Was that really Rey?

She was still fast asleep in the floor of the ship. My eyes were scanning her trying to remember her face as a child, it had been 20 years since I had been with her last. Before we were separated...

As children we were taken to Jedi training camp. A camp used to train and use the force against the dark side.
A lie I've come to learn in my life.
Luke Skywalker (my uncle) trained me for five years while my parents lived their lives without me. I grew to hate my parents especially my father.
My anger towards my parents turned my heart in a different direction.
Rey joined the camp one year after I did and us two were paired up.
Our forces combined were more powerful than any other kid there.
I grew very close to Rey. She was really the only person I felt connected too.
I felt like I had a responsibility to her like an older brother. She was nice to me and helped me control my anger at times. We took walks together talking about her parents. She said they were the best people ever they took care of her and pushed her to be the best person she could be. At times I was jealous of her.
Then Snoke slowly entered my mind at night torturing me. I slept very little. This made my performance during the day fall. I couldn't focus and I didn't want to close my eyes because of the fear that he would be in my mind.
He made me see visions of what a disappointment my father was and my line of family. Except my grandfather.
Snoke said I could save the Galaxy and become a powerful sith that people on every planet would respect.
I believed Snoke I was to scared not to. One morning I lost it, it was like my mind was being controlled and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I destroyed everything in the camp.
Luke was horrified as was Rey when they awoke to my lightsaber slashing everything in my path. When I looked at Rey she was terrified. I told her I was not in control of my feelings but she did not believe me. I told her to come with me that I would protect her and never hurt her again.
"How could I be safe with you when you destroyed everything" she said. Shrieks arrived over our heads the wind blowing the fire on the houses. It was Snoke. He arrived and I climbed aboard without a choice. As I rose in the sky the camps flames burned in the air and I realized there was no turning back.

That was the last I saw of Rey
That day when I destroyed her life and the lives of all of the other kids.
The kids were sent back to their parents after the camp was shut down and my uncle went into hiding feeling that my turing was his fault.

With my memories flooding my mind I realized I was back base.
I ordered the storm troopers to take Rey to the chair so I could question her.
I put my mask back on and followed them.

There we would be alone...