Kylo remembers Rey

Escaping

As one of the nurses led me down the hallway I was starting to feel more anxious then I was before.
Poe offered to walk in with me but I denied the offer and said I need to go in alone.

When we got to Finn's room the nurse walked in and told me to wait outside.
Then I heard Finn scream.

WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING HERE?

I heard her say something to him and they talked for a little while longer until the door creaked open and she stepped back out.

"You shouldn't see him right now he's still not fully recovered you will only damage him more, she said."

"It's urgent, I said"

She looked down at the floor and turned the handle.
Please be careful with Finn sir he is still shaken up from when you know, hurt him.

When I walked through the door Finn was sitting straight up in the bed propped up with pillows.

"I told her I'm not going to talk to you EVER, he said while staring out of the window."

"I knew you weren't just listen to what I have to say, I said."

"I don't have to listen to one single word you paralyzed me from the waist down, he said."

"I'm sorry but I have changed... Ever since I hurt Rey I uh I've realized that I have done wrong, I said."

"How dare you speak her name she hates you as much as I do, he said."

It made me angry I knew she didn't hate me she just left to get away from everything.

"Your lying she does not hate me, I said while making the light flicker in the room."

"Sure whatever you want to think KYLO REN
why do you think she disappeared off the map, he said with a chuckle."

"Shes with Luke, I said."

"Wow I didn't think you were that smart, but I know something you don't.. They went somewhere... A place nobody will ever find them not even Snoke, he said sarcastically."

I went over close to him and pulled his shirt close to my face. He kind of let out a Yelp because it probably still hurt him.

"Listen pal I need to find Rey, I said."

"You know people here may forgive you for whatever reason but your mother will never forgive you for killing your father and neither will I, he said."

I raised my hand to punch him in the face but Poe came in crashing threw the door.

"Woahhh hey just calm down a little I think Finn just needs to rest a little more and you need to go, Poe said."

As Finn and me were glaring at each other and my fist was still clenched in the air I let him go and stormed out.

Poe followed me and told me to not go in his room again.

"I'm sorry Poe I'm just really trying to find Rey and he is the only person who knows exactly where she is."

"I'll go in there and see if I can talk to him for you Ben, he said."

Later that night when I was going to sleep
A bright light shined onto the outside of my window and one of the alarms was set off.

I got up quickly and brushed the shades out of the way and people were running in all different directions.
I didn't know what was going on...
I opened my door and asked a man what was happening and he said the first order was outside looking for me.

WHAT?

How did they know I was here.

"Take me to my mother, I said."

The man led me to my mom but took me down the hallway to Finns hospital room.
When I went in my mother was sitting on Finns bed and was talking to him.
When she saw me she stood up.

"Son we have to get you out of here, she said."

"Okay where do you want me to go, I said."

Finn then got up and with the help of the nurses sat in his wheelchair.

"Ben go with Finn he knows a secret way to a ship underground where the first order can not find you."

"Yeah that won't work Finn doesn't trust me."

"COME ON WE HAVE NO TIME DO YOU WANT TO DIE, Finn screamed as he was wheeling himself down the hallway."

"Okay fine but mother where will you go, I said."

"Don't worry about me son go with him, she said."

She gave me a hug and I pushed Finn's wheelchair down the hallway.
His sense of direction was not good at all considering he told me to turn left and right after I already passed the hallway.
When we finally got there it was the falcon
(my fathers ship).
"Wait a second Finn I thought Rey took this ship, I said."

"She did but Chewbacca dropped her off and took the ship back here smart one, he said."

"HEY if we are going to get along you better stop cracking jokes at me, I said."

"Come on we have to get out of here push me into the ship, he said."

I pushed Finn up the ramp and that giant wookie was sitting inside the ship asleep.

"Finn why don't you wake him up, I said."

"Chewbacca WAKE UP WE GOT TO GO, Finn said."

AGHHHHHHGGH screamed Chewbacca

God that thing is so annoying.

Then he ran to the ship and we took off at light speed.

"Finn does he even know where he's taking us, I said."

"Yes your mother told him where to take us, he said."

So where are we going?

Finn sighed and turned around in his wheelchair...

"We're going to Rey and Luke, he said."

With that I closed my eyes and laid on the floor. I was so excited to see Rey but I didn't want to show Finn how happy I was.
I also got a little sick.
I didn't know if she would forgive me still for what I did.
When I started to drift off to sleep again something jarred me awake.
Finn turned around and looked at me.
Finn what happened?
He stared at my blankly and his face looked sad.
I saw him talk on the radio and then he told me.

My mother was dead.