Kylo remembers Rey

Conflicted

What information have you collected from the girl, Ren...

Standing in Snoke's presence made me shake. I haven't collected anything from Rey YET.
"The girls force is stronger from the last time I saw her, I said."
I could tell Snoke was getting agitated.
AND WHO IS THE ONE THAT IS MOST TRAINED WITH THE FORCE!
"I am sir, I said."
Just then Hux walked down the great hall to see if it was just the right moment to embarrass me even more.
With that I turned to exit.
KYLO I AM NOT DONE WITH YOU YET.
YOU GET THE MAP FROM THE GIRL OR YOU WILL FACE SEVERE PUNISHMENT.
The hologram then fuzzed away.
"Good job Ren you have upset our great master again, said Hux."
I swung around and punched him in the face.
There is no use for you Hux, I said.
I walked out.
Also that black eye matches your outfit.
My comment to myself made me smirk.

No... OH GOD No...
Where did she go......
A rush of panic came over me as I saw that the chair was empty and the restraints were open.
WHERE IS REY I SCREAMED.
Nobody was there.
I shot out my lightsaber and sliced the chair into a million pieces.
Sparks were flying onto the floor but I
didn't care.
The amount of pressure I had on my shoulders just tripled.
I stormed out and ordered every stormtrooper and every person to find her.
It wasn't an order it was a demand.

When after an hour of no luck from anybody I went to go look for her myself.
The place where I stopped was dark it was a hanger where ships fly out but it was not occupied.
I knew something was not right.
Somebody else was here...
I stepped out onto the latter that was stretched from both ends of the room.

Suddenly I heard a footstep.
BEN!
It was my father.
As I stood not feeling any emotions I could tell he was contemplating whether to step onto the latter or not.
He finally had enough courage to put one foot in front of another.
"Take of ur helmet, he said."
I popped it off and set it down.
My face was blank.
His was older then when I last saw him.
"Son please don't do this, come back to ur mother and I there is still time for you to choose the right side."
I knew he meant well but it didn't matter anymore I would never forgive him for leaving me for 10 years.
It's like they did not even care for me.

"You don't know how it feels father to be torn apart."
My eyes started to burn knowing what I had to do to convince Snoke not to kill me.
Then I saw Rey standing up at the top with the traitor stormtrooper Finn.
My father looked at me and I looked back at him.

I shoved my lightsaber right into his stomach.
Rey screamed as I looked up at her all I could do was not to scream myself.
With his last dying breath he touched my face with his hand and fell into the pitch black.

REY WAIT I said.
But she was already gone.