Kylo remembers Rey

Betrayal

Sitting in the silence of the ship we were both getting close to our destination. I was starting to feel scared for the sake of both Rey and I.
I was not sure of what the outcome was going to look like. Snoke probably already knew we were on our way. I still couldn't fathom the slightest idea that he was actually my father before he went demented. I turned the reflective panels on the ship outwards so the First Orders monitors would not be able to detect us.

"Whatever happens to us... I just want you to know that your my best friend," I said as I turned to Rey.

She smiled at me then continued to clean her staff.
I wondered what she was thinking of, or who.
It was corny what I had just said.
I was such an idiot.

"Are you ok," I said.

"I've never been afraid," she said.

When the ship landed I could tell the structures were much bigger than the last time I was here.
The sky was much darker and lava flowed down the rocks.

"I know your here come to me and I will show you both mercy. If you don't death will come to all who participate in the resistance"

He was in my head again.

"REY we gotta go he knows we're here," I said.

"This was your idea we have to kill him now or he will track us back to HOTH" she said while putting down the landing pad.

I jammed my finger on the button to close it back up.

Rey looked in my head.

"BEN IF WE DO NOT GO UP TO HIM HE WILL KILL ALL OF US" she said.

She put the landing pad back down.

"We shouldn't have came here alone" she said.

As we both stepped out I hadn't realized there was an army of stormtroopers right outside the ship.

"Finally came crawling back with your pet" said Hux.

"Man I've missed our little talks" I said to him.

"You know both of you don't stand a chance now. Our army has become powerful and stronger we've almost reached the point of killing everyone in the galaxy" he said.

"If you could just destroy everything why don't you just let us go. Or are you afraid of us destroying YOU" Rey said.

"Not my call its Snoke's orders I just carry them out" he said while coming closer to Rey's face.

"You won't win" she said.

"And you might start wanting to shut your mouth unless you are told to talk b****" he said.

I charged right at him and threw him to the ground with my hands choking his neck.

"What are you sad that I said that to your little girlfriend who doesn't even love you," he said while gasping for air."

"Ben it's not worth it just stop" Rey said as a look of panic came over her face.

"Oh I guess she didn't tell you" Hux said while laughing.

"Tell me what" I said while gripping my hands tighter around his neck.

He was starting become unconscious so that's when the stormtroopers grabbed my off of him and cuffed me and Rey.
When he finally came to he stood up and brushed the minimal amount of dirt off of him shirt.

"Man, Ren you got a grip" he said.

"What was it you were going to tell me about Rey" I said.

"It's not important I'm sure Snoke will tell you" he said.

Then me and Rey were dragged off and led up to Snoke.

"Rey what was he going to tell me" I said.

She looked down and did not answer me.
I tried looking in her mind but she blocked it.

What was she hiding?

As we got thrown into the huge room with black surrounded everywhere Snoke sat in his chair facing us.

"How nice of you to join me" he said.

He told the stormtroopers to leave us and the door slammed shut. It made Rey jump.

"Son" he said while he got up and wobbled towards me and Rey.

He was brittle but still strong.

"I was never your son" I said.

"Of course you were. Your mother was just a coward for hiding you from me and now she has paid the price."

"DONT SAY A WORD ABOUT MY MOTHER" I said.

"Ah and look at this beauty" he said as he turned his attention to Rey.

"Please don't" Rey said while tears were coming down her face.

"Oh I'm not going to hurt the child" he said while turning his head to me.

"What child" I said.

Rey fell to her knees and started to ball.

Snoke laughed.

"Ben my dear son you have been fooled once more" he said.

"She is pregnant" he said.

I stood there.
It was impossible.
She would never do anything like that ever.

"I'm sorry Ben" she said but I cut her off.

"WHOS CHILD IS IT" I said.

She couldn't mutter a word to me because she was so distraught.

I really couldn't believe it.
I was so angry nothing mattered anymore.
Nothing I fought for.
I didn't care anymore.
I didn't care if I died or if she died either.

"It is that X wing fighter pilot isn't that right Rey" Snoke said while turning around and walking back to his chair.

"POE" I said.

"Yes" she said while choking on her own words.

How would either of them do that.
At a moment like this where a child would make everything more complicated and potentially get killed.

"REY did you think of what you have done" I said.

"I know it was a mistake" she said.

"How long has it been going on!" I said.

I could see Snoke was growing tired of our fight.

{SILENCE} he said.

We both stopped.

"I will make a deal with both of you" Snoke said while smiling at me.

"Ben if you stay here with me I will let Rey go" he said.

"What if I don't" I said.

"Then I will have Rey murdered with her unborn child" he said.

I shouldn't have cared to have her murdered.
I should have told him to kill her right then and there.
All of my time wasted thinking about her was for nothing.
I should have known she would never have loved me again.

"No I will stay" I said.

"Just know this Rey I'm only letting you go because of the baby" I said while anger flooded my entire body.

"Ben we will come back to get you I promise" she said.

"Don't bother I won't be going back with you guys" I said.

I will already be dead...

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