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They're here. I can hear the dumbass idiots climbing out of the car from my room. And soon I'm walking downstairs to find the door swinging open without permission from me.
"Don't pull your sisters hair Meril. She's got a sensitive head." My uncle is stressed, handling twins 13 year olds with anger issues is hard. I'll make sure they behave if not they sleep outside in the cold.
"Hey Kat sorry to just barge in." Giving him a knowing look I nod and scold the girls who are trying to square up to each other.
"It's ok uncle Calos. I understand don't worry. Girls the guest bedroom is upstairs the last door on the right." They scowl at each other and run up the stairs yelling at each other.
"And stop fucking around." I scream up at them. They stop and stare at me with shocked expression before hurrying up the stairs and to the room.
"Thank you for that baby. I really hope you're alright here by yourself. But I'm glad he's gone." Just the mention of my dad makes me so angry.
"Yeah he's not allowed her ever again. Plus I'm going to try and move soon so he won't be able to find me. That son of a bitch doesn't deserve anything from me." Uncle Calos just nods knowing how angry and upset I am inside. He knows. He's seen what my dad's done to me before. He's beaten me molested me and ruined my life. He deserves to die.
Going back into the kitchen I grab the chips and dip I made earlier before these hooligans arrived. Slipping into the living room I sit down and let my uncle sit next to me.
"I'm sorry I had to ask you for money. I never do that. I always pay my own stuff and I should have never trusted that asshole with the rent money. I should have done it myself and brought it down to the landlord myself." Nodding Calos grabs a few chips and seems to ponder my shit hole of a life. I do the same thing at night in my bed tossing and turning. There's no end to the stress that is my life.
Leaning back and staring at the ceiling I begin thinking about the old day. When I didn't worry about my dead mother and my abusive dad. When I didn't worry about how short my shorts are or if I looked slutty in a dress. When I was young I worried about the next episode of TMNT and Strawberry Stortcake. I didn't have periods and hormone shit. I didn't have to deal with boys besides staying away with the fear of catching cooties. I wish it was that simple now, I would have a family and maybe even a few friends.
But life didn't turn out that way as much as I wish it would have. It didn't and I have to accept that and move forward with my life.
"Ok so let's go pay the rent and then I have to buy groceries for you guys" getting up off the couch uncle Calos follows as I grab a coat, slip on my boots and yell at the girls to come downstairs.
"I'll drive if you want." Calos offers and I shake my head.
"I'll drive my car." I point to the Scout on the curb and his eyes travel slowly too the blue Jeep styled car.
"You finally got in it?" I nod before hurrying to the car and climbing in pulling up next to his sleek black Lexus.
"Follow me." He nods before rolling his window back up and waiting for me to pull ahead of him. Driving a head of him we drive to the real estate office that on the card and finally pay the rent before heading straight back home. We do nothing except talk and reminisce about the old days and funny old stories about my mother. She sounds like such an old soul. So sweet and gentle and caring. Exactly how I remeber her.
Exactly how I remeber the last day with her. She cared she loved me with all her soul. I have never taken that for granted and honestly never had the chance to take advantage of such a good parent. What I was left with was a broken heart and an abusive father. Nothing to be proud of.
But that's all in the past and it is not something I like to dwell on, especially this time of year.
Soon I just get up and leave. Uncle Calos understands seeing as the topic was a hard one for me. Climbing in bed the door bell rings and I sigh before getting up and climbing back down the stairs grumpily.
"What the hell" swinging the door open I see Calum with tear stained cheeks, swollen eyes, and a quivering lip.
"Cal baby what's-" before I could finish my sentence he engulfs my small body in a bear hug squeezing my frame as close as he could possibly get me.
"What's going on babe?" Shrugging he slips past me and gives my house a glance before turning to the stairs and pointing up.
"Yeah come on I have family here right now. So be quiet ok" he silently nods and climbs the stairs slightly trailing behind me. Opening my room and crawling in bed again he takes his shirt off automatic. His biceps flex as he pulls his shirt up. The shirt pushes his hair back and it falls back against his for head as soon as it's off. Unbuckling his pants and slipping them off he crawls in next to me without a word.
"Do you want to talk about it?" Shaking his head he kisses my shoulder with a small amount of his top lip sticking to my skin. More tears stream away from the corner of his eyes. Flipping over and curling into his arms I trace designs into his chest and collar bones.
"It's ok Cal. Everything will be just fine baby. I'm here for you, as long as you let me."
"Always" I think to myself
I'M SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT BUT I PROMISE TO WRITE ANOTHER CHAPTER SOON AND I PROMISE IT WILL BE BETTER HOPEFULLY. THIS WAS JUST CUTE KIND OF A FILLER USELESS STUFF.
BUT ANYWAYS WHAT THE HELL HAS BEEN GOING ON IN THE WORLD OF 5SOS LATELY LIKE WTF EVERYONE IS DRAMA AF RN
maybe everyone has finally reached their breaking point before the new year and want to freak out about it all I don't know comment what you think about the Rolling Stones article and all the crap about ashton like i want to know what you think.
