In my weakest moments I see your face.
Just know I can't help you win this race.
"Would you stop looking at me that way, I don't appreciate it." Michael looks down and pouts a lip.
"Look I didn't know he was going to be like this. He's being a huge asshole." Grabbing my hand he tries and get my attention.
"Yeah he's is Mikey he's ruining what little sanity I have left. He's just shitting on me." Michael nods but I can tell he is not interested by the way he's constantly looking at his phone.
"Michael what are you doing?" Looking up he frowns.
"Nothing." I give him the look and he sighs.
"Calums upset too Kat. I could hear him crying all morning and he hasn't come out of his room." I nod. I know how hard this is. But I've had Luke to keep me occupied and happy even if it's only for a few minutes when he's here. Well I did have Luke until he told me he didn't want to make things worst because Calums his friend and he can't be with me.
"I know Michael, go comfort your best friend I'll be fine, okay" he nods, stands up, kisses my cheek and leaves just that quick. And just like that I'm alone and unhappy with life all over again but instead of focusing on that I do homework which definitely didn't make me happier.
I'm falling behind in almost every class and I can't help it. All this damn drama has me stressed out. (MY NAMES BLURRY FACE AND I CARE WHAT YOU THINK*sorry for the inconvenience)
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It takes me till three am to finish my missing and unfinished assignments and finally lay back in my bed. My back aches my stomach is growling and I've been crying for the last hour. Most of my homework is unreadable because of the tear stains seeping through the thin paper.
I'm being over dramatic, I need to get over the fact that I can't be with Calum. We cheated on each other. Maybe thats was our subconscious telling us we felt like we couldn't workout and we needed to end it.
Maybe I just need to move on and date guys my age. Yes they're just as stupid as any other guy but maybe I won't be so stressed about all of this.
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Change
I wake up (very tired I might add) and just feel better. I need change so that's what's gonna happen. I'll be normal. I'll go to school have a boyfriend I won't get in trouble.
I'll be happy.
Jumping up I grab a pair of very tight light blue skinnies and a cream tank top. I pull a cute sweater on and finished curling my hair while eating a partially smashed banana and singing. Today's gonna be a good day I'm sure of it.
Changes are coming into Kats life soon sorry for such short stupid updates I promise soon I'll write a long ass chapter with SMUTTY shit and then I'll go to hell thanks ya'll
