"Michael I didn't mean to do it. I mean I did it but I don't feel good about it." Michael runs his hand through his hair, chunks sticking up everywhere and bags spilling under his eyes.
"You cheated on Calum Kat that's unforgivable he won't forgive you." I've been crying for an hour and my eyes seem to never run out of tears.
"Luke told me he cheated on me and that he never really liked me anyways. I was so hurt Michael." His eyes widen and he bites his lip.
"Wait he did cheat? Michael what the hell. You're chastising me but not him." He breaths out.
"I'm sorry it was his ex and I was hoping it would let him get over her dumbass and I'm so sorry." I can't take anymore of this. Here I am being told I'm horrible for cheating when Calum fucking cheated too. Granted I slept with one of his best friends but that's besides the point, we're both at fault here and I just don't want to deal with it.
And Luke oh god, he's so nice to me. After my run in with my dad he came to check up on me and hugged my crying body until I fell asleep, sniffling. I let him see my weakness and I wasn't ashamed it felt good to let someone see it. To see me.
"Whatever Michael I'll see you later." Standing up off his bed I open his door and I'm met with the bare chest of a girl a little older than me.
"Oh hi" she smiles and sticks her hand out not caring she's naked from the hips up.
"Who are you?" I smile having not seen anyone over here but me.
"I'm Faron Calums girlfriend." My heart sinks, hits the floor, and shatters.
"Hey babe come back to bed." My pain isn't pain my love wasn't love and my hairs a mess. I can't go through this but I'm gonna beat his ass.
"Kat no" Michael grabs my arm as I throw Calums door open and Faron yells out probably oblivious to all of this.
"You bitch." Calums face says it all.
"Kat babe let me explain." Scrambling out of his bed. The bed I've slept in, the bed I thought was so comfy. Now it looks like it could grow thorns and kill me. It already has.
"Babe why did he call you babe?" Faron looks so innocent even more then I once thought I was.
"Looks like you weren't the only girlfriend. I Was one, how many are there Calum?" And that's my que. Turning on my heel I walk away dodging the hands of Calum and Michael and trying to keep all the screams inside. My head feels like it's going to explode and life is trying to destroy me.
I make it all the way to my car before I let my screams out. I bang the steering wheel the dashboard and the window letting all my frustration out on my most prized possession. He acted like he cared but he cheated. I did too though and he doesn't know so how much of an hypocrite does that make me?
I drove home fast, faster than I ever have and make it up to my room bawling my eyes out. The front doorbell rings and I pull myself up and down the stairs before opening the door and letting it all out.
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"But Calum tried to act like he wasn't at fault here, how dare he call me babe with another girl in his room. One that was naked I might add and had no idea what he was doing. I feel bad for her to be honest. She finally got back together with him and here I am being the barer of bad news, like hey I'm dating your boyfriend. Sorry.
I'm done with this shit life. Why did I get stuck with all this. Who thought I deserved this hell I'm living in. I should have died that day with my mother. At least I would be happy. But mom was murdered and everything just went to hell.
Things after that were shit. Dad started beating me about a month after when his alcoholic ass was too drunk to remember and in the morning he would act like non of it ever happened. Probably because he couldn't remember but sometimes I thought he knows what he's doing, sometimes he couldn't even look at me if we talked he would look down at the ground, hopefully regretting what he did. But he got worst. He was verbally abusive too. He called me a whore if I didn't clean the house. He would slap me and call me a cunt if he didn't get dinner fast enough. He was just so violent, at night especially.
I remember one night he came into my room. He raped me with his hand was over my mouth to keep me quite and beat me bloody after. He doesn't care about me. He doesn't remember my birthday, he never cared if I went to school he hardly paid bills. I did all that, I made that happen because he couldn't. He wouldn't. And if he got a job he would be fired immediately for coming to work intoxicated and rude. My dad's just a huge asshole."
When I'm done talking he just looks at me, tears streaming down his face and into his scruff.
"Kat I am so sorry baby come here." Pulling me into his chest his arms flex around my body and hold me tight.
"It's ok I'm here baby he can't hurt you anymore." Luke reassures me with his comfort and doesn't make me feel like a victim which I appreciate so much. Lukes here for me and I wouldn't want anyone else at this moment.
SHE TOLD LUKE THE TRUTH. I don't even think Calum knows all of this shit. Sorry for the boring update but here you go
