"I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want " fetus Evan Peters sings to Spice Girls jumping around in the movie "Sleepover". Laughing at how cute he was then and how hot he is now, like damn he glowed up.
I sent Calum home. I started having a panick attack and he completely understood but now I know he thinks I'm a fucked up person. That I'm mentally ill and need meds. I just want my mom, even my asshole drunk dad. I need comfort and support and love. No resistance no drunken beatings no hate. I can't take anymore of that.
Throwing popcorn up and catching it with my mouth I groan when the doorbell rings repeatedly. Getting up quietly I look out the peephole and furrow my eyebrows.
"Um Luke?" Looking through the crack I made in the door, he smiles giggling childishly.
"Hi Kitten" he giggles even more.
"Um how did you know where I lived?" Shrugging he pushes the door open and grabs me in a big bear hug that I weakly return seeming as I'm very confused.
"Um okay well why are you here you big dork." Relaxing into my couch and immediately grabbing the popcorn he chews it without answering.
"Luke." I groan in frustration.
"Say my name again baby." Setting the popcorn bowl down he yanks my body onto his lap straddling him.
Trying to pull myself off of him he grabs my hand and holds them together.
"Luke get off what the hell, I'm going to tell Calum." I threaten and he giggles.
"Go ahead baby he won't care. He likes you, but not enough to be faithful." Hearing this one insignificant sentence sends me into another half hearted panick attack.
"He had sex with someone else?" Silence fills my mind even when I see Luke speaking.
"Baby that means we can do shit." Luke pushes my hips into his crotch and lazily squeezes my ass and my head lulls back.
"Do you like that baby. Do you want daddy to fuck you good." Letting this behavior go on is so wrong but it feels so good right now. In the moment my heart aches the most I suddenly feel like I need a physical body to keep me warm. To keep my from falling apart. That's not healthy for me but I need him.
"Yes" I'm whispering as if I speak too loud god might hear my iniquities. (?)
Grabbing my hips he let's me grind into his manhood that's already semi hard. My mouth is taken over by his and our tongues intertwine and it's like extacy. My body buzzes and Luke wraps his arm around the small of my back so he can reach forward and rub me through my spandex shorts.
"Luke sh-fuck" His hands make it inside my shorts.
"What kind of underwear are you wearing?" He smiles cheekily between kisses.
"I'm not wearing any" Pushing against his fingers he finally touches my clit and groans at how wet I am.
"Babygirl you're so wet." He doesn't waste time while caressing my clit and sliding two fingers inside, working me.
"Hmmmmm fuck Luke." He gives a pleased look and quickly picks me up turning me on my back, into the couch and pulling off his shirt and then mine. I've already taken off my spandex shorts and sit up pulling at his belt. (A/n I don't think I've ever seen luke with a belt on)
"Baby are you going to make daddy proud?" Giggling like an idiot I nod and help him pull off his pants, completely. Bending down, his ass completely in view he grabs a condom from his pants before turning back to me and grinning.
"Are you ready babygirl?" Sitting down he grabs my hips and pulls me over his lap. My stomach twists when he rubs his cock against my sensitive bundle and pushes in slightly.
"Oh my god you're so tight, have you ever even been with anyone?" Pushing myself down as an answer he groans while I whine in pleasure.
"Oh fuck Luke." He pushes up into me as I put myself down and the extacy that's flowing through my veins has a scary pleasure to it. I've fucked, but never with a grown man. Someone who knows how to please me and make me feel good the way Luke is right now.
"So goood, fuck oh god." Luke pushes his thumb into my clit and rubs hard giving me a shriek of intense pleasure. Bouncing up and down Lukes eye don't know weather to keep watching my boobs bouncing full and in rhythm with our fucking or his dick thrusting in and out of me. Grabbing his face I have a moment of confidence and kiss him leaning in and grinding my hips into him while he thrusts harder and harder quickening my fast approaching high.
"Fuck I've never done this" he squints concentrating on his hard thrusts.
"What you've never had sex." I stop bouncing and he laughs.
"No baby keep going. I've had sex just never kissed them during sex." He picks my hips up and slams me down my mouth forming an O and my mind going momentarily blank.
"Fucking balls," bouncing harder I try and keep my hands from grabbing my own boobs.
"Fuck, touch me." I almost shout wanting his hands all over me.
"Fuck that's so sexy." Slamming me down again he brings his big hands behind me and squeezes my ass.
"I'm gonna come baby." Lukes face is sweaty and beautiful with a hint of amusement. I've never been more turned on.
"Then do it baby." I moan my high closing in as well. I can see his eyes dilate before he let's go and comes in the condom filling it up triggering my own orgasm. For almost a minute straight he keeps moving in and out of me letting our high fall.
"I don't know what to say now." Climbing off of him I lay down sideways on the couch my legs open letting myself basicly dry off. You need time after you fuck. It's just facts.
"Neither do I, but I like you .... a lot." Giving him a blank look I feel my lip quiver.
Fuck I screwed up so bad.
I'M FUCKING SORRY I'M DONE WITH MYSELF GOD DAMMIT. I'M CRYING FOR YOU GUYS I FEEL SO BAD FOR THIS SHITTY ASS SMUTTY
BUT HEY I UPDATED THAT'S COOL.......
Shout out to my bae ...... pizza and muffins..
