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Turns out I'm chicken shit and I forgot my principal is my ex boyfriend that cheated on me.
I don't have the courage to talk to boys, I fell earlier and ripped my jeans and I'm honestly so angry at myself. Why did I think I should continue a relationship with a man that could ruin everything for me, he could ruin my grades my record and I would never know.
I hope Calum is above that but you never know.
I've been considering changing schools but I'm so close to being done what's the point. Senior year is supposed to be the best year as told by all parents but honestly the stress and fake friends is so fucked that I just can't wait to get out. I'm on the verge of tearing up my work and walking out, who needs that shit? Maybe I can test out, like finish highschool early?...
The day has finished and I'm heading to my car, which turns out I love driving way more than I love looking at it. It makes me feel like mom is with me, she's there in the passenger seat smiling and laughing with me. She's here all the time weather I see her or not. Looking over I see Calums car and my eyes start to water but I bite my lip and start the engine.
"Kat hey Kat!" I hear Calums voice and can't talk to him, it's already making me anxious. I put the car in reverse and speed away leaving him in the dust of our school parking lot.
He doesn't need to talk to me unless it's about school. Heading to work I fix my shirt and brush through my hair once again.
I work the rest of the afternoon, go home and look through all the bills I have to pay. Once I'm done calculating my expenses and set aside the money I head upstairs and take a shower.
While in the shower the door bell rings. Covering myself with a towel I run down stairs and look through the peephole. It's Calum.
Opening the door with a sigh I see a sniffling puffy eyed Calum holding flowers and his car keys.
"What do you want" Another sniffle and a half smile and he shoves the flowers in my direction. I take the flowers and place them on the iron table next to door.
"Are these an apology? Because if they are you're going to need about a million more asshole." He nods his head not looking me in the eye, guilty. He should be. But I can't help but feel bad for him. Sighing I step to the side.
"Would you like to come in Calum? " He looks shocked at first but accepts and walks in.
I know I'll regret this...
Sorry for any grammar mistakes.
HEY GUYS I FINALLY UPDATED AFTER LIKE THREE GODDAMN YEARS JEEZ. I'M SORRY. I'LL BE POSTING WAY MORE I PROMISE.
