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The Boy On The Blue Moon

VICTOR'S POV

"One second!"  I yell hearing a loud banging on the door.  I run up the many stairs that lead from the basement to the first floor of the house and run quickly to door. I open it to see a crying Kellin sobbing and soaked in rain. Kellin has been my best friend for 18 years and out of that whole time I've never seen him so sad. "Kellin whats wrong?" I asked  and he just stood there crying In the rain. "come in dude." I said dragging him down the  stairs  in to the basement. He sat on the edge of my bed causing it to get wet. " Here I said. As i handed him some clean dry clothes. I know its wrong but i couldn't help but look at him as he took off his shirt ...hes just so fucking hot. ...i felt myself grow in my pants. i felt my cheeks blush with embarrassment as i casually slid a pillow over my lap....No one knows that im gay, they just all assume that i cant get a girl but i actually am in to guys hardcore ... there abs there arms the way they hold themselves  there laughs ...oh my god i cant get enough of there laughs. I especially like guys with green eyes and flippy hair they're the best. oh my god i just fully described Kellin. do I like him? no i cant like him hes my best buddy in the whole wide world. "Hey." Kellin says taking me from my thoughts. hes no longer crying so im guessing hes ready to tell me what happen. Im right he does tell me what was wrong and for some reason i find myself infuriated with Ali. "you can stay here until you get your mind right." i tell him. "thanks he says and pulls me into a hug . for some reason i feel like i never want to let to go of him and its pretty hot him in my clothes and all. A small sadness washes over me as he pulls away from me. "Ill sleep on the floor so im not in your way or  taking up too much space." Kellin says. "No its okay you can sleep up he with me." I say a little too seductively. he just looks at me and i know ive gone too far but i try to clean it up as best I can. "Because its more comfortable up here and the floor is is cold hard and dirty...hell i sleep in the basement there could be ants down there." I say. and he buys it . i give myself a mental high five 

*Nice Save!  He gets in bed next to me and I feel his body heat radiating off of him. he has no idea how bad i just want to cuddle him and absorb some of that warmth. I love that he sleeps with his shirt off too i love the muscles in his back rippling with every slight move and every toss and every turn. Oh My God what am I doing ...I think im in love with my best friend.