Kellin's POV
"Evacuate the top floor there has been a code528 suicide attempt." Is what I hear when I wake up. It's a static-y voice you can tell its being communicated through a walkie talkie. I rub my eyes and get up to see that Gerard is already gone. I make my way out of the room. I kick the new note that I know is from Vic under my bed like the rest of them then I leave. I see my group of friends Jack is holding Alex while he cries. The rest of everybody seems very sad. "What's wrong who attempted?" I asked. Jack elbowed Gerard. "You tell him." Jack said before kissing the top of Alex's head. "It was Vic Kells.." He trailed off. My eyes began to water. "Kellin I think you should read the notes he's been leaving you." Jack said with his hand on my shoulder. Tears fell from my eyes as I walked back to my room.
The notes and letters that he brought me and slipped under my door each day. I let them pile up not even attempting to open or read them. I sat there and read them tears fell from my eyes as I realized. I'm the cause of his despair. I'm the cause of his own self-destruction.
I heard the door being pushed open. I look up to see Gerard. I look up at him with tears in my eyes. "Its all my fault." I whisper. "Its not your fault." Gerard said putting his hand on my shoulder. "But it is my fault. He was in love with me and I kissed you multiple times. Do you have any idea how that must have made him feel. Your wrong...I love him. He tried to kill himself and it is my fault." I said through tears. My hands covered my face. I hear a door being slammed shut and I look up and realize that I'm alone again.
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FanfictionKellin Quinn goes through a bad brake up, and runs to his best friend Victor Fuentes for support. they both catch feelings for eachother.....but what happens when one of them is found to be crazy? will they still feel the same towards each other? ...
