R [Fluff, Angst]
Warnings: rape, abuse, bullying, depression, self-harm
In which Aimee finally lets Taemin in.
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Taemin pushes Aimee on their bed, his lips on hers. His hands automatically go to the hem of her shirt. Taemin feels her tense up beneath him and stops. Aimee's face is frightened.
"Aimee.." Taemin sighs. She never lets him. Sure, he can kiss her, hug her, and snuggling and mild touching she doesn't mind, but anything further than that, she won't let him. And she won't tell him why.
"I can't. I'm sorry," she says, her voice strangled. Aimee sits up and draws her knees to her chest, like a child.
"Why?" Taemin asks, even though he knows that she won't tell him.
Aimee hesitates. "Well....I guess I should tell you."
Taemin gives himself a silent victory cheer.
"It.....it started when I was a child," Aimee said quietly. "My parents were abusive. I was like their slave. My parents would beat me. And then....when I was five, my father started to rape me. He'd get drunk at the bar, get home, and then rape my mother and I. Sometimes...he'd bring his friends, and they'd all rape me." Aimee hugged her knees closer to her chest. "It hurt. Like I was being ripped in half." Her words trailed off, and Taemin saw tears running down her cheeks.
"I'm sorry," he said softly, holding her in his arms and letting her cry silently into his shoulder.
