Save Me

Ch. 31 - "And every last thing that comes along with you."

*Alaina's POV*

I slowly fluttered my eyes open before I realized where I was. I looked around me, finding myself in Justin's bed with his arms wrapped around me. I nearly fell off the bed when I realized I was naked, but that wasn't the worst part. He was naked too. Was that a bad thing? I don't know. I just needed to clear my head right now. I sat up, feeling somewhat sore on the lower half of my body. 

Trying to get out of bed without waking up Justin, I wrapped a blanket around my body before sitting down on the chair of Justin's desk. 

I spun around slowly, letting myself think back to the previous night Justin and I had shared together. Last night slowly made it's way back into my memory as I remembered how everything went, everything we said, and every last detail. I couldn't help but wonder if I had made a mistake. I was surprised at myself for sleeping with him, but Justin made me feel something that I couldn't even explain. Everything was okay with him, it was like nothing could go wrong. I trusted him with all my heart and I knew he wouldn't do anything to hurt me, and I felt like one of those stupid lovestruck teenagers when I was with him. I wondered how Justin was feeling right now, and I turned to look at him. He was peacefully asleep, his head resting on a couple pillows with an empty spot next to him where I should be. 

I stood up before walking into the bathroom and flipping the light switch on. I examined myself in the mirror for a few seconds before turning the shower on, adjusting it to find the right temperature I liked. Once I finally found it I stepped inside and the hot water hit my body, calming my nerves. 

I leaned my back against the shower wall, feeling like my mind was in a fog. Even though last night was perfect and everything I imagined it to be, I didn't want it to drastically change our relationship. I didn't want it just to be about sex and I knew Justin didn't either, but the thought still found it's way into the back of my mind. 

I found my face wash, squeezing some out of the bottle and onto my hand. I rubbed it into my skin and waited a couple minutes before rinsing the substance off of my face. I was about to get my shampoo when I suddenly felt a pair of arms around me, making me jump a little. 

I relaxed, realizing it was Justin. 

"How did you sleep?" He asked before placing a kiss on the back of my neck. 

"Good," I replied before turning around to face him. His dark brown eyes met mine, showing nothing but love. I wanted to look at him the same way but right now, I didn't even know what was going on with me.

Justin pressed his lips against my shoulder before kissing my lips softly. "Where's your head at?"

I sighed and folded my arms against my chest, covering part of my naked body. Even though he already saw my like this last night, part of me still wanted to hide. "This isn't gonna change things, is it?" Instead of acting like nothing was wrong like I normally did, I just wanted to get straight to the point here. 

"What do you mean? I still love you just as much, probably even more now," he smiled, not letting his grip around my waist loosen. 

"It's not gonna be all you want now right? Your not gonna want me just for sex right?" 

Staring at me as if he had just seen something strang, he shook his head. "Of course not. I want you, all of you, and every last thing that comes along with you." 

Pressings his lips against mine and making me forget about what i was just thinking, I wrapped my arms around his body. He gave me some feeling that no one else could compare to, and whenever I was with him it was like my worries dissappeared. 

After a couple minutes of making out in the shower, I kicked Justin out so I could finish my shower. After quickly shampooing and conditioning my hair, I got out and searched for a towel. I wrapped it around my body before leaving the bathroom and trying to find something to wear.