loving on the line

Chapter 6- eighteen

Walking down the red carpet I flashed a smile in the direction of the cameras. I am wearing a gold dress with a split right up the side. My hair is done in a high messy bun and I wear a pair of black heels. "Macey your pumping out movies like there's no tommorow" a interviewer asked. "Haha well what can I say I'm addicted" I continued down the carpet for the premier of my new movie "loving you" with channing tatem and Emily blunt. I had filmed this movie around the time the X factor finals were on. Since then I had filmed the second season of my crime show which would air soon, water for elephants with R Pats and of course 'shaking' which was a thriller to be released in may. I had lost a lot of weight for the role as I played an abused girl, so it felt good to be proud of my healthy fit body once more. I had to deal with scrutiny I had got from my dieting so I was excited for people to see the finished product. "So up all nights coming out soon" I heard an interview ask, smiling I turn around and casually walk in that direction. "Macey, macey" people called. I stopped on the side of the carpet and posed for a few photos with fans, I must admit even though I receive a lot of hate I just adore my fans. "Macey what was it like filming with channing?" "Ahhahah what can I say he's an amazing person and it was just a blast filming with him and especially Emily" "so are you guys close?" " ohh I hope so I'm going to staying with her for a few days so it would be awkward if we weren't" I laughed. I Spotting the backs of two Gorgeous bums so I sneaked up a tapped one. "Macey" Liam smiled. "I gave Him a tight but quick hug. "Surprise" harry laughed as I hugged him too. "Management thought the two of us should come" harry smiled. "We're are the other lads" I asked "there pretty ripped from the last six months" Liam smiled. "Arnt we all, so listen your going to the after party" I winked at the boys before smiling and I continued down the carpet.

*brit awards a few months ago 

"Look macey it will be fine" el purred. "Will it, fuck it better be" I sniffed. "Look he's a douche, he's lovely and talented but a douche" Danni laughed. I nod smiling that my mascara was water proof. I stepped out of the car and hoped to god I wouldn't see harry. He had been so distant lately, after singing with Sony and doing all their promotional stuff, harry had become really full of it. I hardly got to see them and when we had party's or gatherings he wouldn't show. Instead he thought partying with models was more important. It wasn't just me though, most of his friends which coisadently happened to be my friends too were also pissed. El smiled and the three of us headed down the carpet. I was an actor, Danni a dancer and el a model, so we were pretty comfortable with all the attention. * flash back over1

"Haha look at that one! what a cutie" Elenor smiled looking at the boys new book "forever young" . "So naills 18 soon" I said. "Yeah hey so are you" she smiled. "Look I am flying to New York seeing my family quickly (my rents had moved there in the summer and my sister was going since i was paying) and then partying it up with some friends before going to the premier of "shaking" I said very matter of the fact. "Ohh that sounds just fab! Not" she sighed. "Look naills going to have a million party's so why don't you have a joint" she exclaim! "You seriously think Georgia is going to let you celebrate with out her?" "We'll she's atcaully in New York two" I blushed. "Okay well what about jack, frankie, dani, steph, grimmy and all the gang" el laughed. "Alright I don't want to piss off all my friends just yet"!

September  

I walked through the club dressed all fancy smiling at el. She had insisted we go to this club with Niall and Louis. "Let's go up here" Louis pointed at a winding stair case. I looked at Niall suspiciously but he just returned the look as we headed up the stairs. "SURPRISE" everyone yelled as we entered the room. I blushed looking at the brightly lite room full of all my friends! Liam jumped out and tackled me while everyone swarmed around Niall and me. "Look since your birthdays in three days and nialls was two days ago we decided to throw you this party! And plus You're leaving for America for like 4 months and then we are going on tour, so it's also like a goodbye party" Liam yelled. That night i danced and danced and everyone sung since the majority of the people here were connected in some way to music business. I made my way to the bar though I probably didn't need any more alcohol since I already had done tequila and body shots. "Say cheese" steph yelled snapping a photo on one of those cameras that prints the photos straight away! "Happy birthday babe" she smiled, steph had been my best friend when I lived in Australia as a teen! "So I'm gonna make all these books with photos of everyone dancing for you" she smiled. I sat at the bar resting my feet! I had danced with Liam before he started making out with Danni and then harry and then jack, to be honest I had danced with everyone and I was stuffed. "Great party, alcohol, drugs, music" Caroline smiled motioning to some people sitting on down couches lighting up. Fuck! Caroline and harry had been pretty much dating and I hated her! "Thanks" I smiled before punching her right in the nose! oh and I box so I'm guessing it hurt like a bitch! I walked out to the roof and didn't look back but jeez that felt good! "What the fuck was that for" harry yelled! "I am sure she can look after herself I mean she's only, like 50" I screamed! "Get over it! It's not like I am the only one who's enjoy this" harry spat! "You go and make your movies, smile for the paps just being perfect! But you sleep with lots of actors, take drugs and enjoy being miss macey Davison"!!! "What your off your fucking mind harry" I yelled. But as he stood there sweat dripping down his face, nostrils flaring and his eyes gleaming I just cracked! "God your just so..so...so ahhhhhhh" I yelled collapsing onto the floor. "I love you macey I'm so sorry, it's all getting to hard, so Im just trying to be well... I don't know... But I'm sorry for hurting you" he soothed picking me up and cradling me. I knew he meant as friends but a part of me hoped he meant he loved me! "Your gonna come vist okay?? And we'll talk all the time" he whispered. "Okay" I whimpered. I stood up and looked into his perfect eyes, "your not my rock Liam is and your not my best friend el, Georgia, lani and steph are but your ... Your so important to me" I said barely audible. He moved his hand and for a second I thought he was going to kiss me but instead he whipped my eyes and lead me inside. We stopped at the door and he turned back to me and unclipped one of his necklaces. i had received so many wonderful gifts from everyone but this was something entirely special. Harry wore many necklaces but i new this was a favourite, a little camera, he put it around my neck and kissed my cheek. i smiled looking at all my friends having fun, making me realise I have so many people to help and care for me. I smiled at Lani who was crushing hard on zayn though he wouldn't go for her in a million years. turned back to thank harry but he was kissing Caroline! Swallowing my anger, I grabbed a very drunk Niall, pushed zayn and Lani off the dancing platform and begun to dance!