Burned Intentions

Arduous Battle

What was that all about? Jesse asks.

That's the famous father of the year, William Saint-James. I say sarcastically.

His body goes rigid.

That's the son of a - He starts.

I pull him back. He looks at me and he looks furious.

He isn't worth your anger. I mutter and put my hand against his chest.

His eyes become soft and he gives me a small smile.

I'm sorry. He kisses my forehead and I freeze.

I didn't think he meant to do that. Like... No. Ok he is probably comforting me. I think? He hasn't actually shown signs of actually liking me or maybe I go into a state of oblivion when he does. But no, he probably just feels sorry for me. Messed up dad, dead mother and drug addiction past. Yeah. That probably just it.

Come Skye. He links my arm around his and we walk into school.

It's like the minute we walked in everyone turned to us. Like legit, you see those dramatic moments in movies where some farts in a crowd and you HEAR how everyone turns their heads. It felt like that. I literally felt like I had a bogger sticking out of my nose, and something on my face or I have a blood stain. Wait, can I just say I hate periods? Like you're under age and don't want children and Boom! You get punished for it? Can mother nature even logic bruu!
Anyway back to my other monogolistic (is there even such a word? I doubt). I love how I randomly just start creating words. Anyway ya! The people. It is still awkward and this girl walked passed by me and gave me a death stare. It's like I stole her man or something.

What was that about? I ask referring to the girl that just passed me.

Jesse sees the person I'm referring to and diverts his eyes from her and he walks faster.

Jesse! I turn to see the girl walking up to us. First you avoid me an entire week, you break up with me and now you're with her! Just like that! So me being your girlfriend meant absolutely nothing.

I gasp and look between the both of them. I feel tears well up in my eyes as my eyes move back to him.

G-G-Girlfriend... I stutter and hold my stomach. I'm starting to feel dizzy.

All those moments we shared, the time he took off school, him opening up to me. Was just fake. I was reading too much into it. I knew he didn't like me, but I can't help it my entire body feels like it's sinking. He had a girlfriend all this time and he never told me. He let me walk aimlessly into something that would never happen. Fury took over.

How could you Jesse! How! You let me believe that there might be something between us, yet you have a girlfriend! A freaken girlfriend! Really!! I shout. By now the entire school is probably watching and I really don't care! So this whole week meant absolutely nothing for you! While I was stupidly falling inlove with you, you were busy avoiding this-this... ARG!!

I storm off into the direction of the girls bathroom and push the door open.

Scram! This bathroom is closed! I shout at the girls inside the bathroom.

Luckily they didn't try anything, they left without a word. I grip the basin. Trying to control my anger. This is why I started taking drugs, prevented all the anger I have. I breathe through my nose and look into the mirror. The crease between eyebrows getting deeper.

Dammit!! I shout out.

I hope you not breaking our bathroom girl! She just had to walk in. Jesse's girlfriend or ex or whatever! I don't care!