Burned Intentions

After Death

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SKYLAR'S POV

I can literally say I've experienced everything. I've been beaten, broken, torn apart, rape even stabbed. All by my father, funny how he should have been the one to protect me. Yet that definitely wasn't the case. He is the one who has caused all the ructions in my life. I mean does my pain please him? Does it satisfy him or give him a type of joy? Just when I feel like I have gained direction, I loose all hope and cause.

I've been stuck in this darkness ever since he drove that screw driver through me. My body was in so much pain. I had so much drugs in me. My head pounded. From hitting it against the metal bed.
I hear crashes and people mumbling, but I can't seem to hear what they are saying. I can make out who is talking, it's William and someone else. Then there is silence. I keep drifting in and out of consciousness.

Skylar no! Please don't leave me! Please! the person shout. I'm sorry ok! Please don't leave me, I need you! I need you...

The person? Who is- Jaydon!

JAYDON!!! Can you hear me! I'm in here! Jaydon, please leave, you can't see me like this!

Silence again. Did they leave? Why did they leave? Please don't leave me.

But- But- she'll die...

Am I dying? I don't feel like I am. I feel like my body just fell against something hard and I'm suddenly hit by a gust of wind and cold. Then it all disappears.
I'm in the dark room of white again. I feel like I'm in the first chamber again, just without all the beds and the heavy smell of bleach.

CAN ANYONE HEAR ME! I try to shout again. But it's just an endless echo bouncing off of the walls.
I'm alone and no one can hear me. Maybe I'm hallucinating from the drugs, but I never experienced hallucinations or maybe my mind has finally gone crazy from everything that has happened. Finally given up on sanity. I wouldn't be amazed, sometimes I wonder how do I get through all of this, honestly how have I survived? I mean with everything?

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All the light creeps out and I'm left in a pit of darkness again. It's like I'm falling and the darkness gets darker the longer I stay in here. I hope Jaydon isn't here. It was so good to hear his voice, but you could hear it was thick with tears. Maybe I have died and this is what it feels like. You keep falling in this darkness. I thought it would be better than this, brighter than this. Like I'd literally be floating to wherever people go when they die in white and I'd have white nail polish on my toes and finger nails. My hair would be curled and pulled back, putting emphasis on my face. My eyes would be a greenish brown, as they are when I'm happy. Apparently I was born with dark brown eyes and the older I became they started changing colour. Ok I'm diverting from my trip to after death, as I was saying white toenails and stuff and I'd be flying. I'd be doing a Voldemort entrance. Ok I can't use him because he represents darkness. Maleficent? Nope. Ok let's just say I make a great entrance into where ever and party forever. All rainbows and butterflies. Or maybe I could just haunt people become a poltergeist and freak people out.
I laugh at my dark idea.

Ok now I'm seriously tired of this darkness.

YO! Who ever is controlling the main switch, can we get some light up in here.
Y'all gon make me loose my mind, up in here, up in here! Y'all gon make me act a fool up in here, up in here.