This time around

shattered memorys, broken heart

Lukes pov

Flash back

It was about eight o'clock in the evening.

I was driving April home, we had just been to the cinema.

I rested my hand on her leg and laughed at her as she sang along to olly murs who was on the radio.

I looked at her and smiled,"I love you", she stopped singing, she turned to me and smiled that amazing smile of hers, "I love you to" she laughed.

I turned to face the window again and turned the corner, only a street away from Aprils house now.

Suddenly, a car came out of nowhere and smashed into us, I felt the car topple over and we landed up side down.

I felt a pain in my leg and head but I didn't care.

I looked over and saw April, her face was planted with cuts and blood,her eyes were barely open and she was mumbling my name over and over again, "baby, its gonna be okay I promise" I said to her even though each breath I took hurt.

"Luke" she whispered fear in her voice,"your okay,I'm with you, you gonna make it, I promise" I said gripping her hand tighter, she whispered something that sounded like 'I love you' before closing her eyes all the way.

End of flashback

I shivered at the memory of April lying there helpless, in pain and scared.

I was fine.

Just a broken leg and a few cuts and bruises.

Nothing really.

But April was on the side that got hit.

She was in a coma for two weeks, I visited her everyday until her (foster) parents told me they didn't want me to see her anymore.

'I was a bad influence'

I still visited her though, late at night when no one else was there. Just me and her. How I liked it. I talked to her, I sometimes it felt like she was awake, just her eyes closed but she was listening to every single word I was saying to her.

They say people in comas can hear what people are saying they just can't respond.

I wonder if she could hear me?

Once I saw her finger twitch and heard her whisper my name.

At first I thought was going crazy but then her finger twitched again and I felt it. I didn't want to get myself to excited so I tried to forget about it.

About two days later she woke up, at first I was excited and wanted to see her but I was told I wasn't allowed I couldn't understand, I kicked of and went to her doctors office. He sat me down and told me...

Told me that she was fine but she had a bad case of memory loss.

And that she had forgotten... Me

Us

She didnt know who I was, she didn't know I even existed,
How we first met.
Where we had our first date.
Our first kiss.
What we did on our first valentines day.

All gone to her.

Just because of a stupide drunk driver.

About a week later she was allowed to go home, I asked to see her so many times but I couldn't. And she was always supervised, never left alone. So I just watched her, from afar.

A month later her family told me they were moving back to England, I was heart broken.

Now, I couldn't even see her.

I watched her drive away, she looked so beautiful, she was asleep.

That was a year ago, and I'm still heart broken, I can't stop thinking about her, I still love her, I never stopped.

She will be seventeen now.

Nearly eighteen.

If I could just see her again, hold her hand, hold her close to me, kiss her soft lips.

She belongs with me.

That's it, I've lived to long without her. She needs to know the truth and if no one will tell her it then I guess I will. I need to get her back...

And I think I've got a plan.

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Slow start but it will get better, thanks for reading.
Hugs and kisses
Molly.