This time around

start living again

Aprils pov.

"Are you sure you'll be alright on your own?" Ashton asked standing infront of the front door.

"Yes,i'll be fine" I said and gave a nod of assurance.

"Are you sure?" He said again.

"I'm positive" I laughed, "im sure luke will be back in a minute" I shrugged.

"Okay,bye April" he smiled opening the door.

"Bye ashton" I waved as he walked off.

I closed the door as it was quite chilly outside and walked into the living room. I sighed,flopping on the sofa, ashton is very sweet but sometimes I think he worries about others too much. I think he's deserves someone who will care about him as much as he cares about others.

I turned on the tv and flicked through the channels until I found something that interested in me. A moment later I heard the door un lock,open and then close again.

"Luke?!?" I called.

"Yeah baby?" He said poking his head round the door.

"Nothing. I just wanted to see you." I smiled inocently at him.

He sighed, "I'll be with you in a minute,im just gonna change" he told me and I nodded.

He disappeared round the door and I focused back on the tv.

"Hey baby" luke said walking in through the door. He was dressed in much more casual clothing now and looked more relaxed. He gave me a quick peck on the cheek and then sat next to me on the sofa. I moved so I was cuddling him with my head on his chest. "What we watching?" He asked.

I shrugged, "just stuff....i lost interest in it a minute ago,might aswell turn it off" I said getting the remote and pressing the 'off' button wich made the colourful screen turn in to a dark black one and plunged the room into silence.

I put the remote back on the table beside me and buried my head further in lukes chest closing my eyes. Luke wrapped his hands tighter around my body and kissed my head. "This is perfect" luke whispered. "I agree" I whispered smiling.

"Can I ask you a question?" Luke asked after about two minutes of silence.

I opened my eyes and looked up at him raising my eyebrow, "whats the question?" I asked.

Luke laughed, "no,nothing like that baby I promise" he told me.

"What's the question?" I asked again more relaxed.

"Well........will you go on a date....with me?" He asked quietly playing with my hair.

I sat up blushing,i had the biggest smile on my lips, "ofcourse! Yes! Luke that's so sweet!" I sighed and kissed him.

"Really?" Luke asked breath less as I pulled away and I nodded.

"I promise it's gonna be the best date ever" he said brushing my cheek and I nodded again, "it doesn't matter, as long as we're together it will be amazing" I whispered.

"Even if we're in the sewers?" Luke asked with a cheeky grin on his face,i rose my eyebrow again causing him to laugh. "Joking baby,i would never take you somewhere like that,but I hope the parks okay". "The park is fine luke" I smiled.

"Good" he whispered.

"So,do I need to buy a dress or something?" I asked leaning my head back in lukes chest.

"No,you don't need to do anything,me and Perrie are sorting out everything and don't worry,perries buying your dress" he said with a chuckle.

"Okay,looks like you've got it all worked out. But,when?"

"Tomorrow" he said simply.

"Tomorrow!" I said in shock.

"Well yeah. I wanna have it a soon as possible,i wanna cheer you up,say thank you" he said with a small smile looking into my eyes.

"Thank you....for what?" I asked.

"Just....just for being you.....i love you april,and you don't have to say it back but I just had to tell you that I love you and that your so important to me and I will do whatever it takes not to loose you again" luke said looking dead into my eyes taking each word he said seriously like he was promising me.

I smiled,"I don't even know how I managed to breath without you" I whispered our lips intches apart. He leaned in and our lips connected,the kiss was slow and romantic and I didn't want it to end.

But it did.

He pulled apart and looked into my eyes once more, "I don't know how I even lived without you,when I lost you,it was like I was just surviving and not living, but now your back" he paused and twirled a strand of my hair around his finger, "now your back,i can start  living again" he whispered.

Guess who's back...?
Back again....
It's me.

Sorry it's short. But it's gonna get better. Bye beautiful people.