The broken Soul( A mortal instruments Fan-fic) Book 2 of the Broken Series

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

I frowned walking downstairs" What's with all the noise" I asked but stopped when I saw Clary.

" What are you doing here, your supposed to be in New York" I cried and she looked at me with a glare." I need to talk to Jace" She told me and I rolled my eyes.

" No, you need to go home" I snapped crossing my arms before I walked down the stairs toward her." I'm not going home until I've talked to Jace and found a cure for mom".

" and did you think, in your perfect little world, what the effect of your choices would be, did you think of the outcome" I cried my eyes narrowing but she didn't back down." of course I-"

" No, you didn't. Think for once, about your answer Clarissa" Her eyed widened in shock before she retaliated with" and what abut your choices, you knew for years what mom was hiding and you never told me"

" don't turn this on me, I made a promise Clary, not just to Magnus and Luke but to mom too" I snapped glaring at her before I turned to walk away but stopped when she grabbed my hand." Your not walking away again, I hate when you act like this because you sound just like-"

I raised an eyebrow" go on, say it" I snapped and she looked away not meeting my eye as she mumbled" just like Valentine" She turned back to me, her eyes pleading.

I scoffed before pulling my hand free" Go home, Clary before I send you home myself" I said and teleported back to the room I was using. I sat down on the floor, in front of the door, and burst into tears, not being able to hold them back anymore.

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After awhile I ran out of tears and just laid on the floor, staring at the ceiling. I closed my eyes and let out a sigh but gasped as I was pulled into a memory.

" father, can I meet her" a voice asked.

" careful with her Jonathan" A little boy with blonde hair and dark eyes came into my line of sight. I let out a ear shattering shriek and the boy backed away causing the man with black hair to chuckle.

" She just doesn't know you yet"

The little boy smiled at me, looking like one of those kids in those horror movies, I used to watch on Halloween."  don't worry, I'll protect you, Marissa"

My eyes shot open and my forehead connected with Isabelle's causing us both to grab our heads in pain. " What were you doing" I asked.

" I heard you talking to someone, and I came in here and you were just lying on the floor"

" You can't tell Clary" I told her and she frowned" tell her what?"

" I'm remembering, for weeks I've been having these flashes"

" The experiments, the things he did to you?"

" No," I shook my head" just moments. Jace was in one of them" I told her and her eyes widened." but like I said, their just flashes. " I shrugged." Speaking of Jace, where is everyone"

" Jace went to apologize to Clary and I'm not sure where Alec and the others went"

" I guess I should too, even if she did deserve it" I sighed muttering the last part and she nodded smirking." You know Rissa, your nothing like your father, no matter what people say"

" sometimes, I feel like I'm going to mess up, I'm going to do something wrong and..." I trailed off ad she seemed to understand.

" you won't" she smiled before disappearing down the hall. I let out another sigh before walking off to find Clary but halfway there, I stopped feeling eyes on me. I turned but didn't see anyone. " great, die once and I'm suddenly paranoid" I mumbled shaking my head. I continued walking and knocked on the door of the house. The door opened to reveal Clary, who eyes widened in confusion." Rissa, what ae you doing here?"

" I came to apologize" I told her and she let me in, before I followed her into the kitchen where Jace was waiting." before you say anything Rissa, I just wanted to say I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have compared to him. It's just when you get mad, your eyes do that thing where they look black instead of blue" she told me and I crossed my arms, raising an eyebrow.

" the point is, we shouldn't fight but I hate it when you hide things from me"

" now we sound like both our parents" I joked." So, what you guys doing"

A few minutes later, I was falling through a portal Clary had just made herself. I hit the ground and groaned out" I hate portals" before following them into Jace's old home where he spent his childhood. We followed him to the library and found the book we were looking for before Jace knocked a bunch of books off a shelf with a smile. I started to say something but stopped when a memory filled my head.

" Daddy, I don't want to. It hurts" A little girl about two said squirming in the mans hold as he pulled a book off the shelf." the pain will make you stronger Marissa"

" but I don't like it"  She cried as he pulled her down a set of stairs, which had been revealed.

I snapped out of it, moving as if in a trance. Clary and Jace looked over as I reached up moved a book on the shelf. The sound of gears filled the room as I looked over and the wall moved out of the way." Rissa, how did you know to do that?"

" I don't know" I mumbled walking toward the stairs. I raised my hand setting it alight, leading them into darkness." I've been down here before" I told them as we came to a room filled with bones but what had us all freezing, was the Angel chained to the floor a few feet away, surrounded in runes. Clary severed the runes and Jace walked over to help him, but as he got close, the angel snatched his blade from Jace, and stabbed him in the chest. The building started to fall apart and I took their hands, before teleporting them from the building. We landed in a roll and I sighed laying on the ground in shock" Rissa, are you alright"

" I'm fine, just tired for some reason" I told her and that was the last thing I said before I passed out.