Heartless

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Soon we were leaving pension Misuzu all in one big limo and Hikaru had me leaning on him. As usual, Tamaki had his driver drop me off first, and as I got out and grabbed my bags, Courtney and my mom came out to greet me.

"Aw, welcome home. My baby isn't pregnant, is she?" Courtney said and put her hand on my lower abdomen. "No, I'm not pregnant." I muttered.

"Girl!" Another queen called, and I looked over and saw Willam. "Oh hey, Willam!" I put on a smile. "Girl, I was looking through your shit, and ooh! Mama ain't gonna be happy with some of your panty choices." Willam said and pulled me in for a hug. "Ah. As always you smell like vanilla, coco chanel, gucci, and lube." I nodded and Courtney almost died laughing.

"Oh, I see we got some strapping young lads here." Willam said, leaning over to peek in the window. "Courtney, girl, what's the age of consent here?" Willam asked. "Thirteen. But there are a few special laws that say seventeen." Courtney said.

"Anyone here seventeen or older?" Willam asked and Honey and Mori looked at each other, and I busted out laughing for once in at least two days.

"Willam, no one in that car wants to go anywhere near your dick." I laughed and she glared at me. "Go suck a faggoty ass dick, Dany." Willam scoffed and walked back inside. I waved to the guys and walked inside and threw my bags on my bed, not bothering to unpack them.

"Willam!" I called and she appeared at my door. "What?" "Make me pretty?" I asked, batting my lashes. "Courtney, come get your girl!" Willam called and they were soon in my room, setting out all the makeup in the house in front of me.

They got started on my face and I sighed, needing to burst. "Baby, what's wrong?" Courtney asked. "I don't love Hikaru." I said and her face fell into shock. "Who's Hikaru?" Willam asked. "Her boyfriend." Courtney answered. "Girl, you're only sixteen. Who cares if you don't love him?" Willam said. "Okay, let me reword it. I don't even like him romantic-wise." I said and Willam pursed her lips. "Now we're talking."

"Baby, if you don't like him, why are you with him?" Courtney asked. "I don't know, to seem normal? I hadn't actually thought about it up until a few days ago. And then he took me on a date. And I mean, he's really nice to me and he really seems to like me. And I would probably feel really horrible if I broke his heart..." I said.

"Well you care for him at least a little. That's obvious." Willam said and I looked over at her. "You would feel really horrible if you broke his heart? That's caring, that's very caring, Dany." She said and I nodded. "Yeah, I guess. I don't even know why I'm talking about it. I'm just trying to see if I can learn to like him romantically, and maybe love him." I hummed and Willam tilted my face up to do a lip on me.

"That might work, but if you get caught in this, it'll only be your own fault." Courtney said, and I stared at myself in the mirror, nodding.