Gilinksy's POV
"What the hell?" I said after calling Alexa for the fifth time. We were supposed to hang out tonight since she was busy this morning. She wouldn't ditch, would she?
"Dude, chill out. Maybe she forgot she already had plans." Johnson said.
"Nah, she would've texted me and told me," I said, standing up, "Maybe I should go check on her."
"G, you're gonna come off as a creep!" Nate yelled from across the room.
"I could give two fucks if I come off as a creep to her, I'm just checking up on her!" I yelled back and walked out the door.
The drive to Alexa's house was quiet. I was trying to think of what to say to her if she was home. After ten minutes of driving, I finally reached her house. I took a deep breath and went over what I was going to say to her. I rang the doorbell and waited. I heard commotion going on from inside the house. The door finally opened.
"Twenty-dollars ri-- Oh, hey, Jack!" Justin answered the door. Why's he over here? Did she make plans with him over our plans?
"Justin, what's taking so lo-- Oh, um hey, Jack!" She said, standing beside him. Well, this is awkward..
"Sorry, dude, we thought you were the pizza guy." Justin said.
"It's alright. I just came to check up on Alexa since she was wasn't answering my calls and texts, but I see you beat me to it." I said rubbing the back on my neck. Man, this is so fucking awkward.
"Yeah, about that.." Alexa started to to say looking at the ground.
"I'm gonna let you guys talk. Here's the money for the pizza if the pizza guy shows up while you're out here." Justin said, handing her the money, then walking back in the house.
"So.." I let out a breathe I didn't know I was holding in.
"Jack, I'm sorry I ignored your calls and messages. Justin and I were having a great time earlier and we got a little caught up and I didn't wanna tell him to leave."
"Alexa, you could've just texted me saying you got caught up in things with Justin or you could've just told me you never wanted to hang out in the first place."
"I did want to to hang out with you, Jack, believe me I did. But things are so hard for me right now. Justin seems to be the only one that knows how to help me handle the situation. I didn't want to ditch you the way I did, but there was no nice way of telling you I needed to hang out with Justin instead." She huffed.
"Why can't I help you? I wanna be able to be there to help you too. Just tell me what's up."
"Jack, I can't tell you. It would ruin everything. You'd hate me for the rest of our lives." Alexa rubbed the back of her neck, showing off a dark mark, that I soon realized was a hickey.
"Are you pregnant?" I asked. Her head shot up to look at me. I looked at her eyes and saw sadness.
"I'm not pregnant, Jack." She sighed, looking down at the ground. She seems to do that a lot when we talk.
"Is it something I did?" I asked. "If it was something I did, please tell me, Alexa."
"You didn't do anything, Jack, not this time." She mumbled the last part, probably thinking I wouldn't hear, but I did. "This is my fault." She wiped away the tears that were running down her cheeks.
"Whatever this situation is that you're dealing with, I'm sure it isn't your fault." I said, pulling her close.
"If only you knew, Jack. If only you knew." She mumbled.
"Hey," I said, wiping her tears away, "show off that pretty smile of yours and go on with your day. Everything will get better as time passes." She smiled and thanked me.
"Jack, do you wanna come in and hang with us for the rest of the night? You can stay the night if you want."
"Sure." Her face lit up a bit. She grabbed my hand and pulled me inside.
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Justin, Alexa and I have been watching movies for the past couple of hours. Right now, we're watching Paranormal Activity: The Ghost Dimension. Alexa keeps jumping around and screaming. It's kind of cute. Justin is laying on the floor with the dogs asleep, I think he's watched enough movies tonight. Alexa is laying between my legs with her head on my stomach. She's covering her eyes from looking at the screen. I chuckled and looked at my phone that had just vibrated.
Sammy Boi: Aye man, where are you? You've been gone for hours
Homie G: Sorry man, I've been hanging out with Alexa. But glad it took you a few hours to finally notice -_-
Sammy Boi: Get it G!! Alright well, I'll text you later. The crew is heading up to the Santa Monica Beach tomorrow. Lemme know if your coming
Homie G: I'll let you know in the morning
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This is a terrible filler, I know, but it's better than nothing! I'll be making more time for Wattpad, now that I'm on a short break from school, soccer, cheer, and track. Did I mention I met the Jacks??? Literally still crying thinking about it. That's a memory I hope I never forget or lose. Johnson called me beautiful and told me he loved me, which I know, he does that with all the Jack and Jack fans, but Gilinsky remembered my name in the 30 seconds I was with them and he called me beautiful and babygirl and told me he loved me.. This was 2 weeks ago and I'm still dying..
