Troglodytic (Yaoi BoyXBoy)

Part 10: Knives「Yuki」

Part 10: Knives

Takahiro took me in for a couple days. I didn't want him to call the police because I knew very well it was Koji that did this. I didn't want him to get fired because of me. I would feel regret in the end. I was in a battle with myself on what to do.

"You okay?" Takahiro asked. He kept asking since I don't speak much.

"Fine thanks." It felt weird depending on this guy. I hated him deep down. He was that dumbass that let that stupid thug beat me up. I despise Takahiro, but I didn't want to cause too much trouble or he will kick me out.

"You know you are going to school tomorrow right?"

Why did he have to ask such a terrible question? I would have to face Koji again, and I didn't want to. I didn't want to tell him I have been having an affair with a professor. He will see me differently.

"Why do I have to go?"

"I don't trust you in my apartment alone."

I wanted to make any excuse not to go, but he made me, and I felt I had to or else he would kick me out.

"If it is about Guncho, I got it." He said.

"It isn't about that."

"Then what?"

"Nothing."

"Fine. You are still going though. Good night." He gets up, and walks upstairs.

I hate him. He just pretends to be my friend behind closed doors, but at school he still treats me like I am scum. I hate him yet I can't fully because he is helping me. I deiced to stop holding a grudge for the rest of the night, and slept. I didn't want tomorrow to come. I didn't want to face Koji, but I knew I had to.

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The next morning, I dreadfully woke up, and got dressed to go to school. I realized that Takahiro had already woken up, and made me a piece of toast. I didn't want it, but secretly I did. I wanted to make him suffer by refusing his generosity. He pissed me off.

I decided to leave the house before he does, and he tries to talk to me, but I ended up ignoring him most of the time. He finally gave up, and when the bus came, he went to sit with his girlfriend. Sometimes I wonder how can someone so foul get a girlfriend? I mean, he is rude, and inconsiderate of people. He is the worst type.

The bus ride was nerve wrecking. I wanted to end this day quick. I didn't want to see Koji. I didn't want to see him. No.

I got off the bus when it finally stopped. I entered the school, and went to the bathroom. I saw the classroom that I dreaded. Once I looked foward to going to this class, but now I couldn't even bare to go near it.

"Yo, aren't you going to class?" Takahiro went up to me.

"No." I didn't want to go.

"Go you idiot." He flicked my forehead, and I was stunned by it.

"There is no rough play around my students." Koji approached us, and my blood ran cold. This bastard killed Oni, and I can never forgive him.

"Sorry sir." Takahiro said.

I looked over at Takahiro hoping he would notice my pain, and that he will save me. He just looked at me puzzled.

"Yuki, you wouldn't want to be late now would you?" Koji asked.

"No." I looked down in defeat. Takahiro couldn't save me. I had expected that. Takahiro doesn't give a rat's ass about me.

Before I knew it, I was dragged into that classroom, and soon into his office again. I sat down on the chair, and touched my stomach. It was still in pain.