Troglodytic (Yaoi BoyXBoy)

Part 8: Affection「Yuki」

Part 8: Affection

I sat in front of Oni, and I didn't know what to make of that kiss. It was my first kiss ever. It was with a guy. I touched my lips. I can't believe Mr. Sawara just dismissed me to go home straight after. He didn't have any words to say. It felt surreal. Should I report him? If I do then my life might be in danger.

I buried my head in my arms, and laid my head on the table. Is this how a kiss felt like? It felt weird, and kind of disgusting. You are swapping saliva with another person. Maybe kissing a girl might be more pleasant. I couldn't get the thought out of my head, and it drove me crazy. How will I face him tomorrow?

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The next day I snuck into class without Mr. Sawara noticing me. He was talking with another student, and he seemed to be bombarded with questions since it was almost the time of the quiz. I sat down, and Chisa ran towards me.

"Hey hey!" She is as giddy as always.

"Hey." I waved.

"Did you finish that homework? It was so boring."

I feared she only wanted to be friends with me just to use me for my homework. I was prepared for her to ask me.

"I did finish it." I said.

"Me too! It took forever!" She laughs.

I was shocked. She didn't need me for my homework? Maybe she is a true friend. I felt kinda happy.

"You're smart then." I decided to add. I wanted to be more social, and this was the first step.

"Aw thank you. Aren't you a cutie pie." She pokes my arm. "We should hang out at lunch if you want. I am probably going to eat at the pottery room since I have to finish my project. Care to join?"

My eyes lit up. This was the first time someone asked me to hang out. It was kinda nice for once. "Yes sure."

"Okay! Meet me at that huge blue soda machine in the cafeteria." Her wide smile got even wider.

"Okay." I nodded. I wanted to smile, but I couldn't. I feared what people will say about my smile. What if it's ugly?

"Listen up class! Today is the quiz. Put away your materials!" The teacher calls out. He looks at me, and I instantly looked away. He approaches me, and smiles.

"Hello." I said awkwardly.

"When they are taking the quiz, please follow me outside the classroom."

"Fine." I instantly had a flashback of that kiss. I felt weird.

Mr. Sawara started passing out the quiz, and signals me to come outside. I couldn't help, but follow. He opens the door for me, and I walked out. He takes my wrist, and pulls me upstairs to his office. He shuts the door, locks it, and pulls down the blinds. He faces me, and smiles.

"Yes?" I asked nervously.

"I don't think you understand the severity of my feelings." He says.

"Um..."

"It was like love at first sight." He takes my wrists, and pins me to the wall. He kisses me, and I didn't know what to do. I have never been in such a situation.

"Mmh!' I tried to push him off, but he was overpowering me. I felt his knee rubbing on my crotch, and I instantly felt nervous, and scared. I have never done things to myself before. I have never jerked off before. I have never been touched there by another person before. This was all too new.

"You're so beautiful Yuki." He kisses my neck, and releases my wrists. I could feel his large hands slipping under my shirt, and pinching my nipples. I pushed his hands away.