Troglodytic (Yaoi BoyXBoy)

Part 30: Threats「Takahiro」

Part 30: Threats

I've been watching Yuki carefully. He acts awfully weird at night it began creeping me out that we agreed that he would sleep downstairs for a week.

We are dinner silently. He doesn't eat much except for a couple spoonfuls of rice. I could see his bony exterior being more prominent again. I felt it was my fault that he's this way.

I guess my male traits got the best of me, and I fooled around with Reika. It felt great to take the virginity of someone. I couldn't pass the offer. I felt because of that, Yuki now doesn't eat or speak to me.

"Yuki, you should eat more. Don't you want to be a culinary chef one day?" I slid the plate of fish towards him.

"I do want to be, but I'm not in the mood to eat." He looks away.

"I'm sorry okay. I don't know what else to say."

"Fuck off."

"What?! I'm apologizing to you!" I snapped.

He had a small grin on his lips. "Chill out buddy." He chuckles. "You snap so much, when will you snap her in half?" His eyes gleamed at mine, and it made me nervous.

"I won't do that..."

"I don't care. If you want to get back with her, then why don't you?" He takes a bite of fish.

"Ah..." I didn't even know what I wanted. This was the worst situation I could ever be placed in. Then again, I put myself in this position.

"Go to her. I did force you to be with me, and that wasn't right." He smiles slightly.

Yuki wasn't acting like himself. He doesn't seem like that shy boy I met. He's been acting more creepy, and gives off a weird vibe.

"Yuki I want to try to make things work." I didn't know what I was even saying. No part of me wanted to be with him right now.

"It's okay Takahiro. Don't force yourself to say things you don't mean. I haven't told you, but I have money to move out. I might do that next month."

"Really?" I didn't know how to respond. I had gotten used to his company for so long. I knew I was going to feel lonely if he left.

"I saw Koji around the area. I don't want to take the chances right now."

"I mean...I can protect you."

"Shut up." He turns on the tv, and the news blasted. There were countless murders of prostitutes. This was really a Jack The Ripper impersonator isn't it?

"Oh my god." I watched as name after name was announced.

"I got to get out of here." Yuki whispers.

I kept quiet, and watched as he drowned himself in the program on tv.

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Breakfast was quiet. Yuki ate one measly slice of toast, and went to the tv. He didn't have work today so he could relax. I didn't have work either, but I didn't know what to do.

"Yuki, do you want to go out to eat?" I decided to ask, hoping it would cure the silence.

"Why?" He didn't seem too fond of the idea by the expression on his face. He looked rather annoyed, and disgusted by me.

"Look I want to apologize."

"Don't give me half assed apologies. I rather not even have them then."

"Look it's not like me, and her fucked." I rolled my eyes. I had the opportunity to take her virginity, but I hadn't gotten to it yet. I probably won't.