FATE

Chapter 6

S a l m a

On the ride home, charlotte and i were occupied in a conversation while Harry kept his focus on the road. when we arrived we made out way upstairs, no one speaking a word. Harry was heading towards his apartment but i had invited him to stay over since the other boys were also staying here for the night. Harry had picked the room on the same floor as mine, it was right opposite. The thoughts of our car ride was circling in my head. I couldn't sleep, I grabbed my phone to check the time '4:50 am' i decided to go to the gym on the roof. i slipped on a pair of shorts a tank top and put on my running running shoes. I reached the gym and plugged in my phone to the AUX chord, and started to play how deep is your love. I hopped on the tread mill and started running at a high speed, i loved running for a reason, it made me feel safe like i'm alive, but if you stop you will fall and your past with eventually catch up with you. Which will only cause unwanted pain and bruising, there will be fresh wounds and scars on your body. They say time heals but in the end a scar is a scar. A mark on your body or your heart to remind you of the pain you have been through it is meant to live with you forever. Scars are something that time can't remove. This made me think that Harry might have wounds and its why he was keeping his distance, even though i liked the side of Harry that i saw in the car with me. I was drowning in my own thoughts but realised i was almost out of breath, i've been running for about and hour and it had drained all the energy i had left. i went back to my room and showered quickly and put on some shorts and a Sweater to keep me warm and immediately collapsed on my bed.

H a n n a h

I woke up to the sun shining through the wall sized window, i guess we forgot to close the blinds. i could hear Liam's Steady breathing next to me. He looked so at peace. i got out of bed and hopped into the shower, taking my time to relax inside. After i showered i stood in front of the mirror and stared back at myself with my ice blue eyes, My hair reaching my bum as it was dripping with water. I felt the need to change something, i grabbed a pair of scissors and took a deep breath....

After i was done, i blowdried my hair and got dressed into a pair of leggings and one of Liam's hoddies that i loved.When i walked back out into the room, Liam was no where in sight. I could hear the boys faintly speaking from down stairs and a sudden loud laughter that echoed through the house. I smiled at how childish they can be, i sat down on the bed thinking about things that i can not escape easily, Liam and I have been in a relationship for almost a year now and this is the firs time we are both living in the same country. It was harder before as we both used to fly out to see each other. im surprised when no one questioned our relationship but I'm pretty sure that they know either from Liam or myself . we have been together for a while and I've started to doubt that he wants to move this relationship to the next level. I want to be able to have a family with Liam and grown old and be happy but i don't know if he wants that yet. Im willing to wait for him to make the decision and once he is ready he will tell me but for now i think i need to stop over thinking and just live in the moment because i can not guarantee what would happen tomorrow. I was staring at a wall for quiet a while, once again i hear loud laughter coming from down stairs. I got up and ran downstairs, As the kitchen came into sight Niall, Louis and Liam turned to look at me, once they realised they were in complete shock. Liam was the first to speak.

"Babe, you look.. wow!" i could feel the heat rising in my cheeks and looked at my feet to stop them from seeing the shade of pink that found its way to my face. i suddenly felt two arms wrap around me tightly and i looked up to see Liam lean in for a kiss. It was short and sweet but it made my heart flutter.

Louis broke the silence "It looks really nice on you-" Louis was cut of by the Irish boy "it suits you really well" i mumbled a quick thank you with a smile plastered on my face.