Soon enough Wednesday comes and I can barely stand with the intensity of pain I am bearing through. The painkillers get stronger and I am almost stumbling over with every step I take. I would fall if Ezra was not there and in some sense that has been the same since we first met. I would fall without him to guide me. I intend on saying goodbye to everyone I love today so I try my best to act like everything is perfectly fine, I get dressed but with the help of Ezra as without this I would not be able to. I sit, my head throbs yet I need to go through with this. I need the ending because there is not a finished story without an ending and that's what I am slowly becoming.
Hearing doorstops from down the hall I try to brace myself for what is to come but truly I cannot prepare myself for any of this. Ezra walks to the door letting go of my hand for what feels like the first time and I just take a deep breath as Jason walks in. Jason?
He stares blankly at me before finally saying "Spencer told me you were here." I just nod, it was plainly obvious who he knew that from I just wanted to know why he was here.
"I lost Alison and I never got to say goodbye, if this is my chance I want to see you for the final time." He walks to me and wraps me tightly in his arms, it hurts. I'm fragile, my whole body aches with pain but I try to ignore this. He stands like he doesn't know what to do next and I finally just say "It was a pleasure knowing you, thank you for coming." And with that Ezra showed him to the door. This was going to be hard because if it upset me this much to say goodbye to Jason how was I supposed to say goodbye to my friends? My family? As my eyes lock with Ezra's I cannot picture for one second me saying farewell to him. I cannot close my eyes knowing that he will never be close to me once again. My heart aches for something that I cannot have and maybe he feels the same but time will go on and so will he. He shall find a new love, someone who cares for him, who loves him. He may even love them more than he does to me but I can assure you they will never love him as much as I do.
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Till The End Of My Days
Fanfiction"I'm dying but the only thing I can think about is you." Aria Montgomery is given only a certain amount of days to live yet she cannot face the truth of it all.
