The Last Goodbye

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Dear Ezra,

I don't know when you will find this, it could be minutes, days, months, years or maybe even never but I feel the need to write this. At this moment in time(your past) I am quickly declining into a pit of despair. This monster that lies inside of me is killing me day by day but that I do not care about. I care about leaving you. My world would not spin without you because you are my world. As much as I don't want you to forget me I please beg you to try and move on with your life. I want you to be able to tell the story of us, write it down. Write a book. Make it a tragic love story because that's what we had. Even though there was no happy ending there was a happy start and happy middle, I am glad for both of those.
I want you to know that you are the reason I have held up through all of this and without you I do not know what I would have done.
I am sorry I couldn't have stopped all of this, please do not think that you were useless in this situation, I know what you're like. You are my everything Ezra Fitz. I would sell my soul to be able to stay with you. But I can't.

Maybe in the future we will meet again and will have a new story. An unforgettable one where we fall in love just like before.

Thank you for being everything that was so hard to let go of. Even though we didn't have many, I wouldn't change any of the minutes we had.

Goodbye Ezra

Aria x

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