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pink skies and jawlines

The moment we entered her house, we all smelled liquor, and heavy slut perfume. Well, we knew where the boys were going first. Me and Kacey were sitting on the couch next to some hot college boys and when I say hot I mean DAMN were those fuckers fine. When I thought about it, I hadn't been laid since two weeks ago when I got it on with some dude from my English class in the janitors closet. Ah, the good times. I nudged Kacey on the side and whispered, "I call the one with the hot ass jaw". From my experience, I knew that the jawlines work magic when you put them to use. Wink, Wink. I went and sat over by my pick for the night.

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As I walked through the party, drunk off my ass, I felt a hand on my shoulder stopping me from going any further. In a minute I had them twisted so that one more move and their arm would be broken off. "Woah there, quite fiesty are we?", asked the owner of the voice. I let go of  the male's arm and looked up to see the most beautiful pair of eyes I had ever seen. They were a gorgeous bluish-grey, a little brighter than mine. He smirked at me and I could not get over how perfect his face was. As I moved lower to the t-shirt he was wearing, it was stuck to his body because of the heat at the party. His abs were showing through the shirt since it was white and his not so muscular but just right arms popping out of the sleeves. His t-shirt rode up a little when he smirked even more and I saw his v-line. I was just about dying by then. "Are you done admiring me darling?, or should I pose?". I snapped out of my trance as I moved my arm out of his and started to walk away. "Hey at least tell me your name", he said with hope on his face. Hope for what? To break my heart? "Karma", I said as I flipped my hair over my shoulder and walked away from him. "I'm Jay", He shouted thinking that I didn't hear him. I smirked a little when I heard his name. I tested it out on my lips as I stepped into my car. I couldn't stop thinking about his eyes, there was something in them that lured me in. I wanted to see them again. I wanted to see him again.

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When I walked out of the room and left the hot college dude behind, I had no second thoughts. I wouldn't be seeing him again, and I definitely didn't want a relationship with him. My friends had tried plenty of times to get me to love someone, but not after him I wouldn't. They decided to stop asking after a while though, when I snapped at them a bit too much. I realized that I was too sober to be thinking these kind of thoughts. So I walked over to where the drinks were and looked around for a bottle of vodka. It had been a while since I drowned myself in it. When I found it I didn't have a chance to think about it when it was snatched out of my hand by someone. I turned around to hit them in the face but then I noticed his jaw. I was already a little drunk from the drinks I had before but not drunk enough. Especially since I was seeing his jaw in front of me. My eyes widened a little bit but then I looked higher and saw two brown pair of eyes looking back at me. I realized that it was just Sean. I was definitely going crazy. "What exactly are you doing Bea?", Sean asked while looking at the bottle in his hands.

"Getting drunk, duhh", I shot back. I was already mad that the college hotty wouldn't let me budge off that bed, then I saw something I didn't want to see. Now all I wanted to do more than anything was drown in this vodka bottle. "Nuh-Uh, you are not missy", He said with a glare. "Since when are you my father?", I asked him without a flinch of bringing up my dad. "I'm just trying to protect you, I know how you get when you're drunk Bea", He reasoned. "No, Sean", I said while taking the bottle back. "That was Karma", I said while walking away. Even angrier now that he was making me remember. I went outside to the backyard by the pool and dipped my legs in. I sipped the vodka feeling the burning in my throat and realized how much I missed this. But as I came closer to finishing the bottle, I felt someone sit beside me. "I don't want to talk", I said while slurring my words. "I know that", I heard Sean say. "I just want to apologize, what I said hit a nerve, and I'm sorry." "It's OK", I replied. "I just wish my brother was here right now", I said feeling a little dizzy.

Before he could say anything else my mind was racing, producing a thousand thoughts per second. I knew this is what happens when I drink vodka so I didn't say anything until. . . "OMG, Sean, the sky is pink!!", I exclaimed. Sean laughed and stared at me with amusement written all over his face. "Did you know that it looks ugly when it's pink, I wish it was black", I said while pouting. Honestly, I was on cloud nine right now and it was the happiest feeling ever. Then suddenly I blurted out "You have a jaw!!". "I know that Bea, thanks for telling me", Sean said doubling over with laughter. "No! It's an amazing looking jaw! I fucking love nice jawlines", I said while zoning out somewhere else. The comment about jawlines made Sean think about someone he knew in the past, but he wouldn't dare mention him around Bea. He knew that the boy he was thinking of  loved her, and that she loved him too. As he looked at Bea, he realized that she must've hurt so bad, leaving him. He picked her up, it was time to take this damsel in distress who was way too drunk for her own good home.

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WOOO Part two!! I absolutely love the part where she meets him. By now you probably already know that it's a past lover of hers.

Bea Is so entertaining when she's drunk afhjafhhfah

BTW Bea doesn't seem like she is in the description but that's because it's inside. Like Sean said, she's hurting on the inside but she's too strong willed to show it. Only Sean has ever seen her in any sort of state besides her usual state.

ABOVE IS JAY, FROM THE FLASHBACK :)

Disha ;)

p.s it's currently 2:40 AM :\