Bonerable (Gaster!Sans X Reader)

☆Chapter XII☆

"Ya know kid, it was never meant to be this way; I never really wanted all this." He nudges your hand of him as he moves furthur away from you. "I always thought hell was just underneath us, oh how wrong I was. I'd always regret befriending that kid or anyone I hold dear as matter of fact; just to see them fall to their knees one by one and not having anything to save them with? Now that, that's one hell of a nightmare."

"Can you tell me about your friends?" You asked carefully in an attempt to bring him put of his shell a bit more.

Sans thought for a moment before perking up a bit. "Sure why not? Who do you want to start with first?"

You had no knowledge of his friends so you asked about his brother instead.

"Oh Papyrus? He sure was one cool guy! He had a soft spot for puzzles, cooking and being, well.. A Royal guard.. He did get what he wished for later on, but he didn't live long enough for him to savore the experience.." Sans' shoulders dropped as well as his line of sight. "He always was always the enthusiastic one, the innocent one, the always smiling and stuff one though some find him quite annoying from time to time but I can assure you a majority of monsters like him."

"If he got all the positive ones, what did you gain?" You tried to ease the constricting atmosphere around you by light banter.

"Charms, good looks, and humor."

"Of course, how about your other friends then?"

"Depends on which one you wanna know about."

"Which are you comfortable talking about?"

"None of them."

"Then what the hell."

Sans let out a strangled laugh before excusing himself well until you reached out and pulled him back down by his hoodie. "Alright fine, i'll be talking about my friend Toriel next."

"So go on."

"Wait, wait I'm thinking; okay alright. Toriel was.. how can I say this? She was a dame! She's got looks, personality, awesome humor, and she's great with children! But... she still loves her ex Asgore the king of monsters.. She took a sword to the chest when she tried to protect that hellspawn of a child." His breathing kicks up a little. "There's Undyne and Alphys, they were together to say the least. Undyne was the head of the Royal Guards, she was also the one leading me and Papyrus in the battlefield. She was head on, pretty strong and had a good sense of justice within her. She got held hostaged and tortured, when our army came to rescue her there was nothing left but dust.. And her girlfriend Alphys was so devastated that she could barely take care of herself, a lot of people did their best to snap her out of it but.. she couldn't take it." There were tears now bubbling on the corner of Sans' eye. "And you know what's worst?"

You frowned slightly in confusion and asked why.

"They all died at the hands of your kind." He looked at you with pitch black eyesockets. "You have no idea how much I wanna break you, torture you, stab you until you bleed out and die hoping that you would feel that pain even furthur into the afterlife." You bit your lip and stood your ground reminding yourself that he was just stressed due to the events. "But I can't; before we went aboveground.. Toriel.. Toriel made me promise not to hurt anyone who hasn't done anything dire towards me.." The tears were flowing freely from his eyesockets. "And here I am hoping that you would slip up in anyway possible so I could straight up kill you." He gives a sorrowful smile while staring blankly at the floor. "Pathetic isn't it?"

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[[a/n; i'm very sad today here have a chapter, look at all those mistakes haha ]]