You could feel turmoil and anger stir up inside you as you downcast your eyes away from his sickening grin; wrapping your arms around yourself hesitantly you inhaled deeply before speaking out. "Why.. why do you keep up with this entire bullshit? You could just up and I don't know; leave?"
The room's mood suddenly got a lot colder from what you were introduced to not too long ago, in your peripheral vision you could see Sans slightly quiver from his seat with his whole body tensing up.
"What am I even to you Sans? A mindless plaything? If that is what all I am to you, kindly end me right here; right now,"
You could saw Sans open his jaw to saying something not til he quickly snapped it shut.
"Cause let me tell you something; I was raised with authority and wisdom. I know how to treat others the way I want them to treat me, and I know for a fact that I don't deserve whatever bull shit I get from you." You felt tears at the brim of your eyes as you choked on your breath. "I try okay? I try to tolerate it! I try really hard!" You sobbed as you covered your face with your palms. "I really do!"
"I-I know you do." His voice came out as a shaky mess as he tried to reach to you which you violently flinched away from.
"Then why? Why would you treat me like such? I wish you would have just left me for dead in the alleyway," You sniffled as you wiped your tears on the back of your hand. "and not suffering at the hands of someone like you,waking up to a certain fear of being killed at any given moment." You looked up at him with puffy red eyes. "Was that what you wanted? To see a human suffer? To see how far they could take until they eventually break?"
"____, you gotta understa-"
"Undertand? Well news flash numbskull; I've tried to understand you like any other friend I had. Instead what do you do? You spill it out then proceed to kill me after you randomly tell me 'Hey pack your stuff we're leaving to this monster base where you might be killed or imprisoned again which ever comes first which I honestly don't seem to care about much but who cares lol' bullshit!" You lowered your voice a notch just to imitate him in a dopey tone.
Sans seems to be taken back for all he does was lean back on his chair before covering his eyesockets with his palm and quickly removing it before he again leans forward til his elbows touched his knees. "First of all; do I really sound like that? Second; maybe If you just listened to what I tell you most of the time we wouldn't be in this situation."
"Oh screw you and your 'listen to me' fucking bullshit! And we both know that!" You threw your hands up in the air angrily before crossing them once again under your chest.
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a/n; hey guys. hope yall arent angry with me for the long long hiatus.. hehe.. im so sorry guys Ive been dealing with my own sort of problems and I just really needed to get away from stuff. not saying that I dont appreciate all my readers yall are like my morning martinis i love you guys and thank you for 22k reads and for iforgothowmany votes! i love you all ♡♡
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Bonerable (Gaster!Sans X Reader)
FanfictionThe barrier was lifted, the monsters were free but not accepted; hell broke loose, the wars were resumed. The monsters had no choice but to retaliate to the human's advances. Resources were scarce, the earth seemed unhabitable and the only way to su...
