Chapter 18

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Jay's POV

I set Paris down on the bed, as we cuddled. We had put on The Vow (my chose! I wanted to watch it with her) and just had a silence. I left my hand sat on her bump. Yeah I am bummed out that I haven't felt them kick yet, and it makes me feel like I'm a bad dad, but I just listen to Paris when she says that I'm going to be the best dad that they could have.

"Why did you talk me into watching this?" Paris asked me with tears in her eyes.

"I have no idea." I laughed, shutting off the TV. "Can I talk to them?" I asked, leaning down kissing her bump.

"Yeah, I'm just going to try and sleep now. Love you." Paris kissed my cheek, before laying down and trying to sleep. I smiled to myself, thinking about what I can say to my babies.

"Um..." I thought really hard, before something came to me. "Hey babies, it's daddy. Um... I just want to tell you that I'm always going to be there for you, no matter what. I might be away some times, but if you will ever need anything, I will do my best to help you from far away, or I will come right home. I wont leave you two to be down in the dumps. I'm going to help you out. Be th best dad I can be. I hope you love me as much as I love you. I'm going to be yours and mummy's Personal Soldier, and keep us strong threw everything. I'm going to sing to you, and your always going to remember my voice I hope, and love it." I don't know where I was going with that, but I liked it.

Left, left, left, right, left

Left, left, left, right, left

Tell me what's going on

I know there's something on your mind

Can you just open up?

Do you feel like I'm not somebody trying to hurt you?

Know I'd never let that happen

Must be out of their minds

Cause you are the sunshine that makes me day

And I won't let them take that away, hey

I'll be your hero whose standing strong

Who protects you from any fight

And if your battles are piling on

I will take them on with all my might

Cry your tears on my shoulder

You don't know what the future holds

So I'll be your personal soldier

Left, left, left, right, left

Left, left, left, right, left

If life is a battlefield, there's so many dangers

Just when you think it's OK, it blows up in your face

And when this road gets harder

You think your luck's run out,

I will find a reserve to take it right back

To where your heart deserves

Cause there is no way that I won't put you first

I'll be your hero whose standing strong

Who protects you from any fight

And if your battles are piling on

I will take them on with all my might

Cry your tears on my shoulder

You don't know what the future holds

So I'll be your personal soldier

I'll protect you girl, don't worry

I'll be your hero whose standing strong

Who protects you from any fight

And if your battles are piling on

I will take them on with all my might

Cry your tears on my shoulder

You don't know what the future holds

So I'll be your personal soldier

Left, left, left, right, left

I kissed Paris' bump one last time. "Night babies. Daddy loves you." I whispered before, laying back and pulling Paris into me.

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So this really sucked! But it was cute!!! And it's an update!! Hope you guys liked it!

Love ya! And keep coming with the baby names!!

Write you later!!- H

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