This Is A Song For The Forgotten.

Chapter 17

The next few days was torture for me. Danene is in a coma . Bret has to force me to eat or drink. She is like my sister I can't lose her I just might die.

Bret tries to hide all sharp objects from me so I won't start cutting again. I remembered how Danene saved me and how she hated to watch me have carvings on my arms and legs.

I would go everyday to the hospital. My boss Sarah understood why I needed some days off she said her sister died of cancer and was a mess.

I honestly looked like shit every time I went to see her. Every time I was there Austin or JC or Tyler would be there by her side. Alex and Brandon visited to but not as often.

Tomorrow was Bret's birthday so I'll have to suck it up for him. To make his birthday as fun as what he did for my birthday.

I walked into her room and sat beside her bed.

"Sarah says she hopes you get better . You need to wake up soon or I don't know what I'll do without you. Bret is worried about me because I won't eat because I'm so sad.I need to your reddish brown eyes that somehow make your black and pink hair pop.I need to know that you will walk. Without it as reassurance I might just die without my sister."

I kissed her hand and looked at her. She was so pale and looked lifeless. I mouthed my sister and got up because I had to go with the guys to plan Bret's party while his sister distracted him.

The Relapse Symphony went to two of the BvB shows but I only joined for one of them. When I did I was tackled with hugs from them.

I walked to Tyler's car that was waiting for me to take me to Alex's house. When we arrived I tried to look somehow half decent and walked in.

"How about guys night out at a strip club?" Tyler suggested.

I looked at him and raised my eyebrow.

"Stop the look it burns!" I smiled

"Movies and after party ?" Brandon suggested.

"Maybe but I wanna make it very special because he's dealt with all my crap and I want to make it special."

They all nodded understanding. They decided me and Bret would hang out for half the day as in I drag him all over town.Then we come home and surprise!

Tyler took me home and I texted Bret's sister she could let him go. I already had the best gift for Bret for tomorrow Aha.

I sat on the couch and waited for him to come home. When he did I had the biggest smile on my face. He made his way to me and kissed me with passion and kind of ruff.

"I missed you bunny." He whispered.

"I missed you too." I whispered back . We made out a little but then I got a text.

CC:Hey how's Danene.

A: Still in a coma.

I replied and sighed and got on twitter while me and Bret sat very close together . I was teasing him.

He started to kiss my neck and it was all a blur from there.

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Hwy guys sorry I haven't updated in like a day my tablet is being a piece of crap and I finished a book and just got back from vacation. So I've decided how I came up with these names.

Danene.....That's my name and when it said she moved from DC to Tennessee. I live in tn never been to DC though.

Allison.....She's a friend of mine whos 19 right now and loves all the bands I like except botdf. The birthday however is mine though but my friend did have blue hair at one point.

I came up with Austin on my own

Sarah the store owner the name came from my niece Sarah.

Chad the inventory guy chad was a jerk to me at school so haha.