This Is A Song For The Forgotten.

I Chapter16

Bret got drunk a bit this morning worried about the shooting for the Panic video.

We were driving to some abandoned old house. It was like 54 degrees outside and everyone was dressed in all leather including me. Bret said I looked sexy in tight leather.

Anyway we arrived and walked into the dark creepy old house. It looked as if it would cave in at any given moment. Brandon was getting sick he even coughed up blood! I wanted to take him to the hospital but he objected to it.

Bret was shivering and still acting drunk crazy. Alex wore his cut off sleeve jacket which was a big mistake he was wearing a towel over his shoulders while they sat up the set. I also noticed he had his Batman pin. JC also had kind of cut offs as well.

Tyler was shivering like he was about to die as well. It was time to shoot it a few times. Bret was singing and going all over the place. It went to a wall and started to tear it down.

It came to one point he leaned back so far I thought he'd fall over! The camera got some close up of everyone and at the end Bret was supposed to walk away. I jumped onto him giving him a big hug.

Apparently I was warm so he didn't let go of me. I bit his neck a little and he let me go and I just smiled. Brandon didn't cough up anymore blood so we didn't take him to the hospital.

We all went to Danene's house since she was still at work and she had a fireplace. I hope Austin wouldn't be there I prayed he would not.

We entered the house and everything seemed quite I lit the fireplace and went into the kitchen. What i saw scared me shitless. I saw Austin sitting at the dining table.

I grabbed a bottle of water and went out not paying attention to him calling my name. I just issued off he went from me to my best friend just like that and that Danene accepted.

I sat next to Bret at the fireplace and we snuggled up together. Once we could feel all of our limbs we went to Bret's house and got drunk. I then started to make out with Bret and he carried me upstairs while everyone was partying.

He laid me on the bed and we started to get it on but then my phone rang. It was Children Surrender so that meant it was Austin. I answered it and made Bret stop for a second.

"What I'm kind of busy. "

" I don't care if you are fucking Bret Danene is in the fucking hospital! " I automatically sobered up.

" I'll be there in five minutes. "

I hung up the phone with tears in my eyes. I slid from underneath Bret and quickly threw my clothes on. He did the same hearing the conversation and we ran downstairs.

" Guys pull yourselves together get your fucking pants on and get in the car to the hospital Danene is there! " I screamed. Tyler's eyes started to well and he followed.

I drove the Camaro with Bret in the passenger and Tyler JC and Alex and Brandon in the back. It seats on three back there but they are skinny.

I felt like I was in fast and furious because I sped to the hospital while Alex and Brandon yelled at me to slow down.

" Shut the Fuck up my first best friend could die! " I yelled and continued to speed as Bret held one of my hands. I parked the car in the pa eking lot and I got out and ran to the front desk.

" Danene Ash Day? " I said to the lady.

" Room 43." I ran to the room and opened the door to see Austin holding her hand. She looked pale and sick. She was bandaged on her head and her legs and arms.

"She got into a car crash. " Austin choked out. I ran over to her side and the back of my hand brushed her cheek lightly. She was so cold.

" Can I have a moment? " I asked and he nodded and got up.

" God this is my fucking fault Danene I can't believe it. I shouldn't have took today off I should have walked home with you like I always did. You saved me twice and I didn't. I'm so sorry I let you down. I'm so sorry. "

Her hand moved over to mine I looked and she smiled.

" You have no idea how much you've kept me from the dark Alli you have no idea. Can you play my favorite song? "

Tears welled in my eyes and I played You're so creepy by ghost town. (A/N: I can't remember when this song came out)

The last word came from my phone and her heart beat line went flat.

" No don't you dare leave me! " I yelled and the doctors swooped in and pushed me out. I couldn't stop crying and Bret clutched me rocking me back and forth. Austin cried silently.

" She can't die! I was supposed to die those few years ago I deserved it she doesn't! " I screamed out still crying.

" She'll make it baby and you deserve to live baby you do. " He said into my ear.

I continued to cry knowing I'm a big failure.