This Is A Song For The Forgotten.

It Ends Today

Me Austin and Bret all gathered up since we all didn't have work today. I thought it'd be nice to see who actually gives a flying Fuck.

I grabbed a few towels a flashlight and some rods and marshmallows and chocolate and as well graham crackers. We hung out at the house for awhile and waited til sunset.

We walked to the park to the place where you can burn a fire so I guess a fire pit. We talked about likes we like to do and Bret said he and The Relapse Symphony are shooting a music video for Panic! Times running out next week.

We cooked our smores I stopped around 3 while everyone continued to eat. I looked over at Bret then over at Austin. I don't know how to choose. I love them both so much!

Austin caught me checking him out and I blushed and looked over at Bret whose eyes boiled over with anger.

I shook my head and stared at the fire. I remembered the stories my grandmother would tell before she died. That the pit of fire in your heart can be extinguished but will spark up once again before you die.

I got lost in thought and it took Danene yelling in my ear and causing me to fall back. She giggled while I looked up at the stars I saw 5 really bright stars. My grandma also said the stars represented you loved ones.

I got a call and it was from CC. I sighed knowing I'll be getting yelled at again.

"Hello? "

" What the fucking hell? " I heard a chorus of voices from the phone line. Apparently I was on speaker. I got up and leaned against a tree.

" Look you guys I'm sorry. "

" We love you Alli please don't attempt it ever again. " Jinxx exclaimed.

" I promise I won't for a long time from now ok? " I looked back and saw they were laughing at what Bret had just said.

" Look I'm not in a relationship with either of them I don't think my heart could withstand it so I'll decide soon very soon. "

" We love you! " They screamed and I hung up. Bret came up behind me.

" Hey is everything okay? "

" Yeah just Bvb is worried about me. "

I walked back and we talked for a little longer and decided to head home. Bret crashed the couch Austin went home and I went to bed. It felt weird not having anyone to hold me.

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I have been having reoccurring nightmares of my dad and my mom.

It Ends today I'm tired of being between them like this.

Bret has helped me start my band. Danene on drums Austin on bass me on acoustic and vocals and Mixi on guitar along with Night on rhythm guitar.

We had written some songs together and used my lyrics in some of it.

We had practice. Tonight was when I was going to choose who I love. We practiced our songs and acoustic.

Bret monitored us as we played giving some tips. The guys stopped by and watched a few songs then they went bar hopping but Bret stayed.

We were going to work on a demo soon and get ourselves get out there. The Relapse Symphony and Black Veil Brides agreed to tweet us once we finished the demo. I could scream a bit so could Mixi.

We named our band Bones and Hearts.

After we got done everyone left but Danene. I was going to the person house or apartment to tell them.

I redid my makeup and got into a black knee high dress with combat boots. I fixed my hair and everything.

I went to the kitchen and fixed myself something to eat. I decided on some toast and eggs.

For once I didn't feel like shit. I grabbed my bad and started walking to where they lived. I took deep breaths trying not to die. I went to their door and knocked on it.

They opened it with shock.

" I choose you..... " He grabbed me into a hug smiling.

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Hmmm mm I wonder?