This Is A Song For The Forgotten.

The Only Thing That Sets Me Free

I looked around the house and didn't see anyone. Maybe he went to practice or something. Me and Danene sat on the couch then I heard glass breaking and cussing.

I ran up the stairs and busted through Bret's door to see him and a girl locking lips and Bret was trying to free himself from her.

"You motherfucking bitch! " I screamed. I went to her and grabbed her by her hair and dragged her down the stairs then she stood up and punched me in the gut.

" Big mistake bitch! " I grabbed her feet and she flipped and fell on the ground and I straddled her and starting beating the crap outta her. After she looked bloody enough I got up and pushed her out the door.

" Don't come back or you might end up in the backyard 6 feet under! " I shouted and slammed the door.

I looked back and saw Bret and Danene their jaws dropped to the floor.

" I don't put up with shit anymore. "

" Who was that bitch? " Danene asked.

" My crazy ex. " Bret said. I figured.

" Baby you're bleeding. " I looked down and saw blood dripping down my arm. I rolled up my sleeve and saw two claw marks running down my arm with blood covering it.

" Oh well another scar another remembrance. " I walked up to the bathroom. I looked at it in the mirror. It reminded me when I used to cut in the bathroom then torturing myself by looking at the blood drip.

I We I realized that I was taking too long so I got a rag and wiped the blood off then washing the rag out and I got peroxide and dabbed it jumping a little at each dab.

I heard laughs from downstairs and knew the guys had to be here. I finished cleaning my wound and came back down stairs.

I saw Danene motioning with her hands and looked like she was fighting with the air.

" Oh hey I was just telling the guys how you beat the shit out of the whore a few minutes ago. " I rolled my eyes and went to Bret. He gently pulled up my sleeves and kissed my wound leaving a light burning feeling behind.

I smiled as Danene continued telling the story exaggerated out of what really went down making me sound like a super hero.

" Hey tell the real story I'm no super hero just a jealous bitch who doesn't like to share. "

I smiled as they laughed a bit. Tyler said he was spending the night as did JC they seemed to have a bit of a crush on Danene I swear I promise me and Bret won't get into it but if one of them do I dragging someone again.

Alex and Brandon went home to their girlfriends while JC curled into a ball on the couch and Tyler went up to the guest room. I walked Danene back home making sure she wouldn't get raped or anything.

I walked back home and got changed into my sleep clothes and Bret was still brushing his teeth.

I got my journal and wrote some more lyrics in there. Bret sat next to me and I didn't notice still the weight shifted. I quickly closed it and hid it.

" What was that babe? " He asked and tried to reach for the book and I protected it.

" Babe what is it? " " Nothing! "

" It's something if you're hiding it. "

" It's my song journal OK fine! "

" When did you write songs? "

" I started when I was 9 but those were simple mushy poems it got serious when I discovered Black Veil Brides. "

" Can I see it? " I shook my head quickly.

" OK fine. " I threw it next to my bag and he ran after it and I quickly ran after him.

" No! " He was taller than me so he held the book up high.

" Fine you ass hole read it! " I went back to the bed and crossed my arms like a two year old.

He chuckled and started to look threw the pages. He smiled at the love songs and frowned at the painful songs i wrote in there.

" Baby you have talent. " I shook my head and he kissed my lips.

" Can you sing one for me.? " I sighed and started singing one.

When I finished he looked at me in shock.

" Shut up I know I'm bad! "

" No... You... You're awesome baby. " I smiled and he kissed me and I fell asleep on his chest when he came back.

I woke up and did the same old routine.

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Im so sorry this is kind of boring I'm really trying