This Is A Song For The Forgotten.

Chapter 29

I was packing the next morning. We leave in 2 weeks but I just want to get out of here for good. The way I was feeling reminded me of the songs The Other Side Of Town and Burning Bridges.

The music shop was closed until further notice since on the news and newspapers everywhere the headline was Girl Almost Raped In Sarah's Music Store.

I refused to for interviews or give my name away but they somehow got it. I could change my name if I wanted but it would feel right.

Last night we emailed the studio we will be working at our music we have finished so far and we were pumped about leaving and going to Cali.

We were semi famous already and fans were asking for a P.O. Box already for fan mail. But I'll set it up when I get to Cali of course.

I packed my drawing stuff I had just in case I got creative. I packed some clothes but led enough out for 2 weeks. I packed some of my shoes and the makeup I haven't used lately.

I bet Bret will throw a party when I'm gone . God I'm such a fucking loser. Night opened the door and came in n sat on my bed looking around at some the posters I had put up in here when I moved in.

"I've always admired your taste in music."

" Haha thanks yours is pretty good too."

Then the silence in the air became awkward when he kept staring at me like a piece of candy. So I went downstairs to hang out and guess who was there.

Bret.

I rolled my eyes and went to the kitchen. I realized I haven't eaten today and barely yesterday. I grabbed a apple and took two bites then threw it away and got a bottle of water .

I could hear Bret and Tyler silently having a conversation. Tyler he has a house go to it and take him with you! I thought.

I sighed and went back up stairs even though I knew they were talking about me I didn't care anymore . Night went with Mixi to the mall to get some new clothes for Cali.

Me and Danene had a movie day and roasted marshmallows over a candle. Austin joined in with the marshmallows then left because he's an ass.

Me and Danene were thinking about stealing Andy's phone and calling Matt good on my phone and pretend its a sex hotline . I literally laughed til I dropped on the ground when I thought if his reaction.

Danene went back to her and Austins room and I tried to sleep. But like always I get attacked by memories and voices telling me I'm not good enough.

I had decided to but on Savior and Lost It All and Morticians Daughter and fell asleep. It was the same dream again. Flashbacks of being raped .

I awoke screaming then Austin and Tyler bursted in with a frying pan and Austin had leg from a chair. They saw it was just me and calmed down Austin came an sat beside me.

"Same dreams?" I nodded and laid my head on his shoulder.

I sighed and got up and got dressed for the rude awakening day. I got up and went downstairs and got a small tiny bowl of cereal.

After I was done I went into the bathroom an looked into the mirror. Again I saw the words eteched onto me. I looked at myself and I could see my collar bone and I raised my shirt and I could see my ribs and my hip bones and I saw my face was sinking in a bit.

I sighed.

"Do I look beautiful now?" I said and school my head.

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Filler!

Sorry the next chapter is the last! Then wait a few days an bam sequel to this story and No one can tell you who you are. don't miss the next chapter!